fate ; boo seungkwan [1]

30

Back to school and It's closer to our last year college finals

a lot pf pressure comes into the these last months

which made it easier for Soonyoung and I to continue a fake relationship and a reason for a break up to end this madness

Seungkwan rarely talks to me anymore and he would always be with the new girl

And in complete honesty i feel like shit

Yes dead ass shit. From seeing him all smileys on her as if he'd moved on from me 3 years ago.

Maybe I shouldn't have even trusted him again. I just pitied my self

And another thing that makes me feel like shit is, well 1 is Seungkwan completely ignoring me, Soonyoung's words. What about my string, its no longer there and the last time i saw it was before i saw Seungkwan again after 3 years

I started losing the sight of it. But from time to time the string of other peoples are still visible to me. String that are still tied together.

I wouldn't say i liked seeing my string but to know that im someone's soulmate is a nice feeling.

I saw Seungkwan walk down the hallway with his i guess new 'friend' of some sort. Suddenly all of our past memories flood back

Maybe because of Seungkwan cutting ours is the reason why destiny have forbidden me to see it anymore

i guess every action has it's own consequence and this is mine, worse is a heartbreak

Boo Seungkwan I'm still madly in love with you

But i

can never trust you again

lets all move on