Chapter 17 - A Sucker for Pain

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Chapter 17 : Noah Raise Xavier P.O.V.-

The day we were in a car accident was the day that I was going to tell my girlfriend that I loved her and I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with her. That's why I called her to our special meeting spot in our garden and arranged the florists to decorate the place to carry forward with our special ultimate date ever.

I remember being so excited and so happy that I felt like I could climb clouds and spread my wings. I was so prepared for everything that may be hurled our way, like the fact that we were dating for around a month only. But love never is timed; just because we only started our relationship recently doesn't mean that I don't feel like I've known her my entire life.
Or that Rosalie may not be her greatest fan after ditching me after my football game last week, and of my plan to make up for any mistakes that I may have done to her for her to keep a distance since some time ago.

I feel like we're meant to be together even if we're not mates. Yet.

After all, humans don't have the mate system and they seem to be doing just fine. And that's proof enough for me, even if that's not how it works for my 'kind' and never has.

But hope is a big factor that I'm not willing to give up on then and which I placed all my bets on. I had to learn the hard way that hope is just another word to make a person believe that there will be another chance, a better one even in the future.

But I'm sure that the mating bond just needs time to be properly set in place nice and firm, who knows the moon goddess may have her own personal problems to deal with now to completely ignoring her own creation on earth.

Hope, scoff. It's only a fake belief that something will happen which actually will never happen.

I should have taken Rosalie's advice when she told me to break up because dating at this age was not the best decision since it is the time that individuals like us usually find their life partners, and dating would only complicate things for the both of us later on if we're not destined to be for each other. Even if the last part hurt my heart to even think of at the time.

I should have taken Rosalie's advice when she told me to not invest so much of myself in such a relationship so soon only for my heart to come out broken. And I definitely should have taken Rosalie's advice when she told me to wait until happiness catches on quickly enough.

I didn't anyway and caused my own heartbreak when my 'girlfriend' broke up with me because she found her mate almost a week ago during my match, how ironic. She wasn't sure about it until recently and she felt like a coward for prolonging something like this for so long. She was sorry that things didn't work out the way that I had planned it to be and that I should stop even trying to see her ever again.

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