Keitaro Nagame x Hunter Springfield

Chapter 14

Darkness. Pain. Sorrow. Despair. Hatred. Anguish. Darkness. Pain. Sorrow. Despair. Hatred. Anguish. DARKNESS. SORROW. DESPAIR. HATRED. ANGUISH.

Get the thoughts out your head, Hunter!
Keitaro loves you!

The feelings I caught,

Hunter was sitting in the cabin, alone. Keitaro was busy helping Hiro and Aiden in the Mess Hall, Natsumi and Taiga were busy helping out Goro with some chores and Yoichi was in the forest with Yuki.

Hunter was alone and his negative thoughts clouded around in his head, making it harder to distinguish between those thoughts and the reality he was around in.

The time that I lost,

He knew he was wasting valuable time sitting on his bed and doing nothing, eagerly waiting for Keitaro or anyone for that matter to come back. He thought it was stupid and he let the thoughts he had cloud his mind again.

Thoughts about his secretive disorder. He faked being normal when in actuality, Hunter had ABD. I know, that'll sound crazy since he appears to care when he upsets someone or hurts some etc, but deep down, he couldn't give two shits.

It's tough lookin’ back when I thought what I thought,

Stressed out with himself and his despicable way his mind worked, he lay his body back, hitting his head on the softness that was his feather filled pillow. But he felt utterly displeased with himself still. This anger boiling inside him turning to sadness and confusion.

Yeah, I feel ashamed...

His confused thoughts echoed in his mind and he never heard the cabin door open. It was only Natsumi and Taiga and both boys assumed Hunter was either asleep or in deep thought about something. So they thought it'd be best not to disrupt him.

Damn, if only they knew what the real scenario was. If only they knew what was going on. Slowly he got off the bed, holding onto his forehead as if he had a headache.

Embarrassed with rage...

He indeed was embarrassed with his rage and caused him complete and utter despair coursed through his ever living soul. It was weird and caught the attention of the couple on the other side of the room, their head diverting to their eyes to the strange behaviour Hunter was now expressing.

Where the hell was Keitaro?!

So I bloody the rain on your pity parade,

Hunter then walked over to the couple and spoke to them, his eyes showing hatred in them. He stated that he didn't care about them at this point and that he could see their worry and didn't care that they cared.

Those words. They hurt...they hurt like a sword piercing your through the heart.

So cry, cry, cry, I don't need you in my life!
Need you in my life, no!

Natsumi and Taiga walk off, on slight fear for themselves, leaving Hunter there standing there to think. And he did. He thought about it, he thought and without being able to control what he did next, the bunny lover burst into a fit of laughter.

Not being around Keitaro was having a huge impact on his health, it almost being like some kind of yandere love the blondie had. But he wasn't even sure himself and quickly snapped out of the maniacal, out of character laughter.

So cry cry cry, you don't even have to try,
Don't even have to try (you fuckin hoe)!

Falling down to his knees, Hunter realised that  he had made a mistake. He realised that he was becoming a sociopath. He wasn't aware of this disorder he had, his parents had never taken him to the hospital to become diagnosed...and he wanted answers!