Keitaro Nagame x Hunter Springfield

Chapter 19

{This is a short chapters showing how Hunter cooed with leaving his old life. :)}

{Hunter's POV}

I can't take this any longer...being this far away from Keitaro and this much time away from him is eating at my every being...I don't wanna be away from him like this...I wanna see him!

I sighed and hit my head roughly against my headboard and put my hand on my stomach. How many months had it been now...? 2 more than before? Great, I have 4 more months to go. I want Keitaro's support...and my parents don't want to help me with this at all.

Keitaro...

I want to be in his arms and have him kiss me and tell me everything will be okay...but I more importantly I want him to be here for when our baby is born. I want him to hold my hand throughout it all...

Why can't this feeling of sorrow end already? I hate not being near Keitaro! I hate it!

Before I knew what I was doing, I had thrown something onto the floor and it had shattered. I don't know what I threw and I don't care either but you know...

This whole feeling of regret, pain and sorrow was swallowing me whole and the temptation I felt to run off made me heart scream and beg for answers. It wanted nothing more than for my brain to agree to what it wanted.

I wanted what my heart did. I longed for what my heart did. But I was scared...I was scared.

I wanna end it all.

I froze. I sat down on my bed, questioning what in the heck my thoughts has just told me. I wanted to...die? What about Keitaro? Why the heck did I think that?

I shrugged the thought off and grabbed a bag out from under my bed, quickly packing it with clothes. My mother and father had left a little bit ago so I went downstairs and packed food and water. My only thought was getting out of this place I called home.

I closed the bag and grabbed my phone, quickly putting my bag on my back and heading out the house before my parents got back home.

I heard for the streets, walking down the sidewalk with a smile on my face. I was finally leaving them, I was finally going somewhere. I had even put on a hoodie and I didn't usually do that. But it was only incase my parents passed me. It made my heart question them, if they really cared.

I sighed and my smile faded, but I did remain positive despite the frown now on my face. I looked to the side and saw some of Keitaro's favorite flowers and I felt myself smile again.

I realised how much I would be walking to find him. Even if I didn't find him today, I'd still need a place to the stay the night even if I felt like I would make it. I mean, I couldn't sleep on the streets. It's a good thing I brought money with me.

I hate stealing... especially from my mom but I ended up taking $5000 from her bag that she had left back home. I know what I did was bad but when she treats me like...ya know.

I sighed and looked up at the sun that was now almost fully set. I saw a motel down the street and decided to go to it. I walked over and when I got there, payed for a room and walked into one.

I collapsed on the bed and sighed, falling asleep almost I instantly, after all I had walked for a long time.
I want