Small Occurrences in a Little Life

Wish

I'm the prefect girl, with prefect long light brown hair, stunning blue eyes, I'm a great height of 5'8. I've got beautiful sunkissed skin and legs that look like they could go on forever, my body is perfectly well-toned and I'm fashionable, sporty, but a total badass. I can wear what ever I want and still look ready for a photo shoot. All the boys want me but respect me like one of the guys. I'm smart too with the perfect grades and academic achievements. I've got a small group of best friends and a boy that I think love and that I think loves me. Emotionally I'm perfectly stable and family wise everything is perfect. I wish... None of these things are true, but that is the girl I wish I was. But I'm not and I never will be but one can wish, can't she. And I'll go on feeling bad because I'll never be as good as another girl and that is something I'll have to live with and I do everyday. We see countless models, magazines, stores, commericals, schools, and public places, everywhere. Making girls like me even more insecure because you can only look good in the trendy clothes today if you have a certain body type. But even knowing this we still wish, I still wish.