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Chapter 18

After the nurse led us to Allena's private room, I sat dowm next to her bedside, starring at the IV drips and morphine.

Nate stood at the door."Should I get you some coffee too?".

"Yeah, I need the caffeine. Thanks". I said.

He nod and walked off. I sighed and looked at the sleeping Allena.

Everything that's happening now, seems off. She isn't supposed to be here. She never stresses about the rogues cause my father always takes care of it.

"Here". I heard someone say, I looked at him. I didn't even notice he was behind me or came in through the door.

I took the foam cup. And held it to my lips, blowing it slightly on the top and took a sip of the warm addictive liquid.

"Why did you come back? I'm greatful that you showed up when you did,Nate but... why". I asked him.

"Because Daneilla, I heard about the rogues, your father told me I should make sure you guys were safe". He said taking my hand.

"Listen to me, don't let me hold you back from loving your mate Nate. I'm not a fan of her but I sure am a fan of you. I want you to be happy".

He gave my hand a tight squeeze as if saying thank you. But there was more behind that squeeze and I couldn't pin-point what it was.

"And you? What about you and Damien, did you forgive him yet?".

I groaned. "I try to, but when I want to, I can't".

"Well why can't you? What's stopping you?".

"Everything, is stopping me from forgiving him. From giving him a second chance. It's hard when you have to forgive someone when they've hurt you, and when you're their mate".

"Daneilla, I want you to be happy too. Make him earn your forgiveness. I'm not saying that you should but if you finally want to move on with your life, don't let anyone stop you". He said.

"I want to forgive him. But it's soo hard Nathan. Allena I fogave because I could see the definate change in her. But Damien, I'm scared because he might just realise I'm not fit to be a luna or his mate".

Nathan began to laugh, and it slowly turned into a chuckle. I looked at him frowning at what was soo funny.

"Sorry... it's just that, you're already a Luna. You speak like one. You're the perfect mate. Even if we've lived together for two years only I saw a quality in you I wish I had". He said.

I frowned even more. If he's gonne say girly parts I'm smacking his head.

"Strength. Not physical strength but metal strength. Most other wolves would be at breaking point, but not you. All those things you went through made you who you are today.

Your past should not define who you are, Daneilla. You should feel proud about it because you're still here facing your past. Fixing things for everyone else and that takes more than just strength. It also takes bravery and courage. Now that is Luna quality. And that is who you are".

I smirked at him playfully. "Spoken like a true wise-ass". I said making him laugh.

"But it's true. And you deserve to be happy and the best. Make him sweat. Now go".

"Go where ?I can't leave Allena". I said looking over my unconcious sister.

"Go onto his territory, and make yourself known. Leave your mark. And when you do. Don't make it easy on him".

"Nathan I can't ju-". I got cut off.

"Go or- do you want me to chase you to there?".

I got up "okay, okay. I'm going" I grabbed his car keys and left to the parking lot.

I'm about to make a fool out of myself. I thought as I stopped the car at the border line

I got out of the car. I can't do this. This is insane, as in freaking insane.

I heard growls. I looked around and found them lurking in the trees. There's no turning back now.

"I'm here to claim something. Once I'm done I'll leave".

They circled me checking for weapons and cleared the way.

"Thank you". I said about to take a step forward. I was being polite and they looked more curious.

A guy with only a pair of shorts came into view.

"They weren't making way for you. They were making way for me. Soo, what are you here to claim?". His voice was rusty.

I closed my eyes swallowing whatever imaginary ball was in my throat.

"I came here to claim... my mate". It sounded like a fucking spueak. What the hell is wrong with me.

"What's your status or rank?".

"Alpha blood".

He smirked and ushered me to the pack house.

To say the pack looked  like a village was degrading it. It was massive. Like a make shift town.

There were kids playing at a park running around.

When we finally came to a halt. I was staring and gaping on a huge mansion brick house.

"Welcome to the Blackwell's pack". The guy next to me said. His hair was cut military style.

"Yeah way to make visitors feel welcome".

The girl I made arrangements with at the mall came running out of the brick house.

"Oh my gosh it's really you, what are you doing here?". She asked me a little too psyched out.

I was going to reply but then Damien decided to grace us with his presence.

He walked over to me immediately seacrhing for any injuries, but when he looked at my eye's he could see slight tears from earlier.

He wiped it away and hugged me.

"Are you okay?".

I gave him a nod but pushed him away from me. I could feel the jolt of electricity go up my hand when I made contact with his skin.

I could feel stares but shrugged it off.

"I forgive you" I started blurting it out.

He was going to say something but I raised my hand.

"Don't speak until I've finished. You are going to listen and hear me out without interference".

He gave me a nod.....

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I know cliffy, Im soo sorry guys. But Im thinking of putting this story on hold soo long because I have to get ready for school and because of my age, I'm not really allowed to have a phone or that's what my parents tell me.

And that I'm alreDy advanced and stuff. But I promise in the meantime I will write and I will update every week or so.

So be patient with me. And I love you guys soo much right now. I had to update this chapter. Its kinda short for my liking but anyway... enjoy.

I think this is my first A/N... i guess... but chiao

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