Twit Talker (One Direction save a life story)

Stop, letter, My dearest boys, I love you all, what's behind the steel doors

Julia baby stop,Louis called after me.I just kept running through the front doors and I ran back toward the hotel.I was through with this shit.I though they loved me but it was all a lie I should have known it all along.I made it back to the hotel and I run up to the room I shared with Zayn.Hurriedly I packed my backpack with everything I could, some jeans, t-shirts,bras,panties,heels,converse,and my toiletries.I zipped the bag up in a hurry and I slung it over my shoulder and I scurried down the stairs.I grabbed a piece of paper and I scribbled down a saddening note to them all.It was written in all capitals and that just seemed to make me feel a little better about writing but it didn’t make it any easier.

To my dearest boys, 

Thank you for everything really I’m really thankful for everything you’ve done for me.But really how could you do something like that to me really, but that is your own fault if you want that girl over me then that’s perfectly fine I understand.I did all I could for you 5 and what happened to the love the compassion I thought there was.But I guess she is prettier then I am and she is happier, and funnier, and just better then I ever was.But I guess I didn’t measure up for you all.Louis thank you for adopting me I love you for that thank you,I love you to bits but if you want that other girl then take her I’ll survive I guess, it’s not like I haven’t survived before without you.Zayn thank you for being the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for I love you babe, but I guess if I’m not good enough for Louis then I’m not good enough for you either I love you forever and always.Now Liam my special friend your the best friend I could ever have thanks for everything love ya bro keep boxing man maybe one day I’ll find you and we can have a real match.Niall there’s nothing that can compare to you Nialler I love you to death man keep eating chicken man and you’ve got to try Louisiana catfish if your down there.Harry my brother from another mother love you to death Hazza just keep your flirting down to a minimum Hazza the American teens might kill you because of it.I love you all to death never forget that you have a special place in my heart forever and always.Keep rocking on boys love you forever.But one last thing to start quoting Christopher Poindexter “I loved her not for the way she danced with my angels but for the way the sound of her voice could silence my demons.”That means everything to me I didn’t love you boys for the way you danced with my angels but for the way your names could silence my demons I wish they still could.

With love forever, Julia Tommo

I threw the note on the counter and I headed for the elevators but wished I had taken the stairs instead once I saw what was behind the steel doors.