Twit Talker (One Direction save a life story)

Babe, you can tell me, can't look him in the eye, punched the wall,

Babe what’s the matter,I asked my voice was calm and caring it had to be for her.But Julia just couldn’t look me in the eye’s.It seemed like she knew I would be disappointed or upset but I wasn’t I was just worried.I placed a hand in the small of her back and I pushed her into my chest.

You can tell me babe whats the matter sweetheart,I asked again.If she kept silent then I might start freaking out now they say silence is golden but right now it was like steel and it was crushing me to think she might not trust me enough to tell me what was wrong.Eventually the boys all walked out of the room leaving me to deal with Julia even Louis who I knew would be concerned left for me to take care of this.He must know what happened and he must understand it in a way I didn’t.Eventually I let her go thinking if she really wants to tell me she will I just have to give her the space to do that.

Julia’s POV

 Babe what’s the matter,Zayn asked his voice was calm and caring.I couldn’t look him in the eye’s it was that hard to do knowing his disappointment that he would have since I didn’t answer.I just couldn’t it was hard.He placed a hand in the small of my back pressing me into his chest I didn’t know what he was trying to get at but it almost worked sort of.

You can tell me babe whats the matter sweetheart,he said again his voice was almost like I could use it as putty in my hands it was soft able to be molded into anything.Finally I was able to look into his eye’s it look like his eye’s were a steel door slowly closing up he must think I don’t trust him enough to tell him what was wrong.That wasn’t it at all.But then he let me go what was the problem why had he let me go was he done with me was I just nothing to him anymore.I couldn’t take it anymore I had to speak sometime.I took a step forward toward Zayn.

I punched the wall out of pure frustration,I muttered.I looked up and Zayn’s eye’s opened back up the steel door being lifted open for me to speak and for him to listen.Like I said putty in my hands.

Why though why a wall of all things babe,he said taking my hands in his large ones.I shook my head I didn’t know really it was just the closest and most convenient things at the time.

It was just the closest and most convenient thing at the moment,I said leaning the top of my head into his chest.I heard Zayn let out a small chuckle.I smiled a little.Finally I pride myself from Zayn’s hands and I went into the bathroom to clean up my hand.I had just closed the door when it opened again by Zayn.I smiled at myself into the mirror.I then grabbed some peroxide, wash cloth, tweezers, and some gauze wrap.I carefully started pulling the splintered wood and dry wall from my hand and I tapped them out onto the counter.Once I was done I had at least 40 splinters in a pile on the counter.I shook my head jesus I really did hurt myself.I then put my hand over the sink and I poured half a bottle of peroxide onto my hand.It stung like hell but it was almost pure bliss to the one who barely felt the pain.I then washed everything up with the wash cloth and I wrapped my hand in gauze it looked like it did when I would box in it’s wrapping before I placed my glove over it.Once I was completely done I put everything back and I walked out of the bathroom Zayn trailing right behind me.I just crawled into my bottom bunk and I huddled into the blankets.I was just messed up I don’t know was it mother nature trying to make life hell for a week, no it couldn’t be I just had that.But whatever it was it made me feel like absolute shit and I wanted everything to rue the day.I turned my back to Zayn and I slowly slip into a restless state not wanting to sleep but not wanting to stay awake.