Not leaving, personal brand of heroin, baby girl, love you, comfort

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Louis’s POV

Julia love your not leaving I’ve adopted you love really you don't need to be roaming around on your own your my daughter now and I love you my baby there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you, I said all at once.Julia turned around with a look of shock on her face.It looked like she might cry.

Why would you want me, please answer that for me why, she asked the tension in her voice making her whole body shake.Almost in an act of desperation we all got up and stood beside her.Well not beside but around her since her back was against the door and we were all crowded in front of her.

Julia lovely the better question to ask would be why wouldn’t I want you and if it will do any good I can start listing off several reason if I have to like I said I would do anything for you, I said.She shook her head.

You don’t need to do this not for me really I’m fine on my own I don’t want you all to go out of your way to take care of me it’s a burden you don’t need and I’ve taken care of myself for so long now it’s okay really I’ll be okay, she said wiping a tear from the corner of her eye.But still none of us moved.We are not giving up on her.There was nothing that any of us wouldn’t do for her she was special and we need her she was like our own personal brand of heroin we were addicted to her.

Julia baby if you think that you are going to ruin anything by being here that is not true if anything you leaving would crush us we don’t have any family we don’t have anyone when were on tour we just have each other we need someone to spoil with gifts and affection, someone we can make happy to know we’ve saved one life is good enough don’t leave baby we want you here, I want you here and we’re not giving up on you baby girl, I said.The rest of the boys nodded there heads in agreement.But from the look on Julia’s face she was more then surprised.I don’t blame her really to want to walk away and not cause trouble since she’s been on her own for years but we’re not letting her do that.

I-I-I-I, Julia stammered out of pure shock.It looked like we might have scared her beyond words as she slide down the door in a fit of sobbing.I knelt down in front of her and opened my arms to her I wanted to be that reassurance for her I wanted to let her know I was there for her she could trust me.But none the less she was reluctant to let someone help her she had never had someone want to help her she didn’t seem to understand.

Come here baby girl I won’t hurt you I just want to help you that’s all I’ll ever want to do is help you baby, I said.Finally Julia looked up and came up to me and let me hold her.That was all she wanted was to have someone hold her and have a shoulder to cry on.Which she finally did that is all I want her to know that I’m there for her like I am now letting her cry on my shoulder everyone needs that someone sometimes.She had the essence of a child in the body of a 17 year old she just wanted to be normal cause she never had a normal childhood and that was coming out now just before all her childhood fantasies were going to be nothing but a myth all too soon.

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