I'm scared of my mind
Because it's so hard to unwind.I'm trying to stay sane
But I'm just so drained!!!!I'm trying to find a way to cope
Clinging on to the rest of my hope.In the meantime I've been catching them all
In Between though I always hit this wall.I'm missing something inside of me,
I should just go gather more legendary Rupees.I want to express this lost feeling
So I can get back to my healing!It is just so hard not to feel drowned
I'm at the bottom and I can't get off the ground.I can't help but feel that all I'm doing is dragging along down in my descent again!!
I can't help but feel that with all this hope I may just be able to find a way to ascend again!!
Inside the Mind: The second poem after high school and I'm already back with my signature. This one embarrassingly was written in November of 2019. That's right from early 2016 to late 2019 I didn't write a single poem. Maybe thought of a couple but never write them down. I know for shame on me. Either way in November I was pretty depressed. Well I had probably felt that way for a couple months. I just felt creatively shackled. I couldn't record, didn't know what to write, and one midnight shift my mind started working. I finished this poem the next midnight shift I had. I made reference to Zelda for the brief moment because I was playing Breath of the Wild. I also made a reference to Pokémon because I was doing a marathon of almost all the games I had. I played through 4 completely and had just started one. Then Sword officially came out and I got it immediately. Pokémon really got me through just like Fire Emblem Three Houses had got me through my spell in June through September. I no longer feel creatively shackled now so at least that is a plus.
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Inside the Madness of My Mind
PoetrySome people have suggested I put all my poems in one little package. Well I figured I should do just that. So please enjoy the poems I've written from all stages of my life since I was fourteen years old. I am going to put them in order of of well r...