The Demon In Him (NARRY)

2.

I woke up rubbing my head from the thoughts and memories flooding throughout my mind. Ignoring the headache I currently had, I searched around for my phone, finding it underneath me and called the user "Selena :)". I brought the warm surface of the phone to my cold ear biting my nails waiting for that sweet voice to say something. The moment I heard fumbling I immediately sat up and smiled.

"Hello?" She answered still fumbling with other things on the other side of the line.

"Heyyyy," I breathed out.

"Ni! Hi, how are you, babe?" I smiled wider. If you're wondering, Selena's one of my best friends that I've known since a couple years ago. I'd met her through Harry, so she knows everything about me, and it really helps because she never leaves my side. But there's a slight problem. Yeah I'm gay, but mainly I'm bisexual, so I think I'm slowly kinda gaining a hint of a crush on her.

"I'm not doing so well, actually," I looked down biting my bottom lip.

"Ni? Fuck, did u look through those diaries again?" I didn't say anything which sent a message that she was right. "Alright Ni, I'll be over in two minutes." I silently nodded as she hung up at her last word that filled up my ears. I brought the phone to my lap and sighed. She knew me inside and out, so there wasn't anything I could hide from her anyway.

Just lost in my thoughts, time passed pretty quickly as I slightly jumped when I heard a knock on the door. I held in a deep breath slowly letting it out as Blue rushed to the door with me following. I opened the door slowly revealing Sel at the door who was fumbling through her purse. Once she realized I opened it, she looked up.

"Oh, sorry I forgot I could've used the keys to your house that you lent me before," I weakly smiled looking back at the floor. I scratched the back of my neck before I felt two cold hands on my cheeks lifting my head to her eye level. She ran a single hand through my hair and tilted her head giving me a solemn smile. "Is everything ok, Ni?" I took a deep breath.

"Those diaries, Sel. I need to get rid of them," I said, my voice slightly cracking.

She bit her bottom lip and looked at the door of my room. She walked passed me, motioning for me to follow as I did, my heart beating fast. As I entered the room after her, she directed her way to the drawer that she knew held the diaries. Her hands fumbled before she could even wrap her hands around the handle to get a grasp on it. But what caught unusual notice was when she flinched. She immediately took her hand away from the handle like she had taken sudden notice of something. What that was, I wasn't quite sure which left me with a confused look. I stood there waiting for her to give me a clue about what was happening, but it wasn't much. I watched as she slowly backed away from the cabinet as I shoved myself a couple feet away so she wouldn't bump into me. I looked at her with a confused face, one of my eyebrows stuck higher than the other, as she slowly met her eyes to mine as if this whole situation had something to do with me, which it probably did.

"N-Niall," she paused. "Do you remember the day Harry left you?" I sat back on the bed thinking deeply in thought to why she was asking that. It's not like I had cared anyway. She sat next to me on the bed with her left hand on my right shoulder.

"W-what? I mean, I haven't really thought about it, you know I don't give a shit about him," I furrowed my eyebrows at her. She knew that I hated him to my guts. Why should she even ask about him? I mean yeah, the diaries have something to do with him, but it wasn't much of a big deal to me until I think too much, which I had. The diaries were just haunting with what was written in them. She took a deep breath and rushed to the drawer stacking all the diaries in her hands, bringing them to me.

"I know u could care less, but right now I need you to think harder. What did he say or do before he left?" She started fumbling through the diaries, like she was looking for something. I sighed and rubbed my temples trying to remember the day my life went down the drain. I've tried to forget that day so many times, so my memory was limited from that point and before, but I tried thinking harder. Little did she know, that every detail was clear in my mind, but if I were to speak of it this room would be left damaged. So I said nothing.

"Wait a second," Selena furrowed her eyebrows and looked at one of the diaries and opened it to the very back. "Fuck, I knew it," she covered her mouth with her left hand which soon shot up to her forehead. She shook her head and faced me. "N-Ni?" She said worriedly.

"Y-yeah?" I gulped, scared of what she was going to say next.

"Harry's on his way back."

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I just wanted to say a big thank you for reading my story because it actually means alot to meeeeeeeee~ Sorry for the short chapter but the next chapter will be longer :) ~