I Hated You Now I love You

Chapter 14

She was there. You couldn’t do anything but stand there. She approached you and grabbed your hair viciously. 
“Seriously! You piece of shit!” She yells and harshly throws you to the ground. You groaned in pain. 
“You ruined everything!” She screams and starts kicking your side harder and harder.
“Hey!” 
She suddenly stopped and you looked up. 
He walked towards you. He didn’t have his same loving look like usual. His eyes were filled with hate. 
“Ky-!” You start. He climbs on top of you his hands wrapping around your throat.
“Are you so delusional to actually think I care about you?” He asks. 
“Wai-“ you tried to plead but his grip around your throat grew tighter. 
“I don’t love you. I never did and never will,” he says. 
“Stop...please,” you beg.
He viciously lets go and you only have a few seconds to catch your breath. Collin stood in front of you.
“Collin...,” you mumble. 
“Why?! Why did you do this to me! Why did you take away mommy and daddy!” He yells. 
“Collin, no...no they were bad people,” you stutter. 
“That’s not what mommy told me! She said you killed daddy!” He yells. 
“What?! No, Collin stop listening to her!” You yell 
“Why should I?!” Collin yells now angry at you. 
“Because she’s not right! Don’t you remember who took care of you?” You ask. 
“Hardly,” he scoffs,” your not my brother.” 
“C-Collin?” You ask. He started walking away. You reached out for him but the floor beneath you collapsed. 
~~~
You woke up quickly as tears were streaming down your face. You sat up slowly and checked the time on your phone 2:32 am. You didn’t really want to go back to sleep, so you just stalled time until 6. When 6 finally came around you got out of bed and grabbed clothes. You went and took a shower. When you were done you got changed and headed downstairs for breakfast.
“Did you sleep last night?” Mili asks as you sit down at the breakfast bar. 
“Yeah,” you nod. 
“Doesn’t look like it,” she replies. You ate breakfast just in time before getting the text from Stan. 
St: Where here. 
You: Ywah be out in a minute.
You got up and went out to the foyer. You slipped on your shoes and grabbed your bag. 
“Bye Mom,” you yelled unconsciously. 
“Bye Y/n! Have a nice day,” Mili called back. 
You stepped out and walked over to Stan’s car you hopped into the back seat. 
“You look like shit dude, did you sleep?” Stan asks. 
“Yeah, not as much as I should have,” you yawn. Resting your head back.
“Yeah it’s pretty obvious,” Stan says as he pulls out. You then felt someone touch your knee. You jumped and look to be met with a pair of green concerned eyes. You smiled softly at your boyfriend and set your hand on top of his. 
“I’m fine,” you smile at him. Your mind then flashed back to last night’s nightmare
 ‘I don’t love you! I never have and never will!’ 
You squeezed Kyle’s hand. 
‘I know it’s not true...hopefully...,’ you think to yourself. 
When you got to school you stayed close to Kyle almost clinging onto him. 
*Kyle’s Pov* 
I know something happened last night... maybe a bad dream? Y/n he just seems off today. He isn’t eating lunch... instead resting up against me, but he still had the ‘I’m thinking’ face on. 
“What’s going on with him?” Craig asks as him and Tweek sit down. 
“He didn’t sleep well last night,” I say. Craig nods saying he understood. 
“Y/n still not any better?” Stan asks as he sits down next to me. 
“No we go into lunch, he looked to tired to even stand, so I went up on my own. Then when I came back he leaned up against me,” I say,” I’m not sure if he’s asleep or not but it’s whatever. He needs it.” I played slightly with Y/n’s hair. He stirred a little then stopped. 
It was almost the end of lunch. 
“Y/n, honey, it’s almost time to go,” I say and shake him lightly. 
“Mmm,” he hums and sits up slowly. His eyes still looked really tired, in general he still looked tired. 
“How are you feeling?” I ask. 
“Mmm,” he hums in response. I chuckle softly and kiss his forehead. Y/n smiled lightly then he went back to thinking. I’ll have to ask him about it later.
-Time Skip (brought to you by Tweek Bros Coffee!)-
Y/n was still distracted during practice. Usually when I glanced up I’d catch him staring, but nothing! 
After I walked out of the locker room with Craig and Token I walked over and hugged Y/n from behind. I felt him jump slightly. He then set his hands on top of my arms. 
“Do you want to head to my house or yours?” I whisper to him. 
“Either is fine,” he says.
“Hey Token could you give us a ride to my house?” I ask. 
“Yeah of course,” Token nods. We head out to his car.
When we get to my house we head up to my room. I let Y/n curl up against my chest. 
“So what happened last night?” I ask. 
“What do you mean?” He asks. 
“You’ve had your thinking face on all day,” I say. 
“Oh, that...,” he says,” it’s nothing....” 
“Really it doesn’t seem like nothing,” I say leveling with his face. He bites his bottom lip, something he usually does out of nervousness.
“I had a nightmare last night... my mom was yelling at me, she told me that I ruined everything...then there was Collin...he asked me why-“ Y/n says and he burst into tears. 
“Shhh, it’s okay, you don’t have to talk about it,” I whisper as I hold him closer to me. I rub his back and let him cry it out. 
“I’m sorry,” Y/n cries. 
“There’s nothing to be sorry about,” I whisper to him. 
From there he cried himself to sleep. I pulled out my phone and texted Mili.
Me: Hey Y/n fell asleep at my house, not sure if he’ll be awake before dark or not. 
Mili: eh you two love birds stay there. He needs you. 
Me: thanks 
Mili: no problem
I held Y/n in my arms and fell asleep myself. 
“Hun...Honey....” 
“Five more minutes,” I mumble and bring 
Y/n closer to my chest.
“Kyle,” he laughs lightly,” I need to get home.
“Mili said you could stay,” I mumble,” now go back to sleep babe.” 
I hear him sigh and he curls up against my chest again.
“I love you,” he mumbles. 
“I love you too,” I respond and peck him on the lips.