Kokichi's POV
I make sure I clean myself up and hide the razor so I don't get caught like last time.
I swing open the door and smile "Hiya~ what's the matter-"
"Kokichi are you okay?" The member said with a scared face. It's been a long time since they've called me by my name.
A/N: I can't keep calling them member so for now, their name is Fukase, after my favorite vocaloid.
Fukase walks in and gently closes the door. "Why of course I am!" I say dramatically "Do you really think a leader like me would be sad?"
" I don't know..... are you?" Fukase says softly.
Oh fuck what do I do? I... I can't do this. What will they think of me? Will they care? Will they laugh? Will they smile? Will they be happy?
"Kokichi please... you're scaring me"
I suddenly burst out crying, hiccuping and pulling my hair.
Fukase hugs my gently and sits down with me. I don't want this. I don't want you to care. Why do you care?
"Shhhh it's okay, everything is going to be okay..." He whispers while taking my hands out of my hair.
I whimper with glossy eyes "I... I don't want this..."
"But you need this. Kokichi, we all care for you." He pulls down my sleeves. "You don't have to keep doing this.... You're fine, everyone is fine." He whispers "No one is hurt right? And you don't have to be hurt either"
Fukase gives me a soft smile that I can see, since he doesn't have a mask on.
I stay quite before smiling again, this time a genuine smile.
"... Stupid Fuckass"
"Hahaha yeah okay, whatever you say, tsundere"
"E-EXCUSE ME?"
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A/N: when you're listen to Rolling Girl, My R, and Lost One's Weeping on loop and you're on the verge of tears: :'D
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just smile (Oumasai)
Fanfiction⚠️Warning⚠️ -Suicidal thoughts -Cutting -Angst I think you catch my drift (there's fluff at the end :3) also art is not mine
