Care For Me

7

Jungkook's POV

"What a night...", I huffed as I walked back into the hotel room and dropped myself face first onto my bed.
"You didn't answer when I checked on you. I was about to start a search party. What happened?", Jimin asked immediately and rushed out of the bathroom.
"She started shaking like crazy so I slept with her.", I muffled into the blanket and turned around to lay on my back.
"You did WHAT?!"
That was when I noticed my horrible choice of words.
"NO! I didn't sleep with her. I slept over. In her bed. While she was laying on top of me. That's only making it worse, huh?"
I watched his expression get more and more confused and somewhat disgusted.
"Do I really want to know what happened or does it belong on a porn site?", he asked very slowly to emphasize his disapproval if something would've happened between Y/N and me.
"As soon as I let go of her, she started shaking and therefore my wolf figured it would be best to lay down next to her and hold her. Turns out it worked and that's when Y/N turned us around, got comfortable on top of me and we cuddled until we fell asleep."
He gradually relaxed his facial features and the rest of his body.
"Sounds sort of...cute? Does that mean you guys are a thing now? Should I start a campaign for ship names?", he joked excitedly but I just pressed my lips together and shook my head at him.
"Remember how I said she didn't seem like herself last night? It dawned on me that I was right when I literally fell off of her bed because she screamed at the top of her lungs, asking what I was doing in her house this morning," I tiredly wiped over my face, "Y/N ended up kicking me out. She doesn't remember anything about yesterday after she collapsed. So strange."
"I guess that's a no for a spring wedding then?", he laughed halfheartedly to lighten my mood.
"I doubt that she would want a spring wedding. She loves everything about fall and now that I've seen her closet, it wouldn't come as a surprise if she wore a sweater on her wedding day.", I added to the joke, making Jimin giggle.
"We should probably leave all the wedding planning to her, Luna and Rosé."
"Yeah, probably. But what should I do now? She currently hates me.", I whined and laid my arm over my face.
"How about breakfast? I can't think with an empty stomach."
"Sounds like a plan. I'll take a shower first and then we can head out."
I went to the bathroom and could hear Jimin grunt annoyedly. That was surely his hangry side getting the best of him. So overdramatic. As if he wouldn't survive the time it would take me to freshen up. To be fair, I could've been a bit faster if I had tried. Once I was under the warm, soothing stream of water, my mind just went blank for a few minutes. It wasn't that I didn't think anything, I just most definitely didn't keep him in mind as I frowned at the body wash. Using it would mean washing off any traces of affection Y/N had shared with me. An odd thought process, I know. It didn't take a lot of concentration to recall every sensation she had evoked in me. The tingles where we touched, the way my heart fluttered when she snuggled in, the way my breathing paused when she had stolen herself that forehead peck. Or when she had intertwined our fingers, put her leg over mine, rested her head in the crook of my neck. The way my fingers stroke through her hair. My hand under her sweater moving over her buttery smooth skin. Goodness gracious, how could skin be so soft? And how her knee was about to... That was when my mind went actually blank. I let out a purr and dropped my back against the wall as I swiped my wet hair back. Even though I had a hard time admitting it to myself, I was hoping that this night – the calm part of it – was only a glimpse of the future I would have with her. This couldn't be the last time I would get to be that close to her. Far from it. It just couldn't be.
A loud bang against the door had my head whipping around.
"If you're jerking off while I'm starving out here, I will gladly face the consequences of being responsible for the reason why our pack will not have an heir to look forward to!", Jimin yelled and truly sounded like he was about to get violent.
Heat rushed to my cheeks and had me curling my toes in embarrassment. What I would give to erase this moment out of our memories. I quickly washed up and dried myself as I hectically brushed my teeth. The fact that I could hear him pacing around next door was only pissing me off now. I spat out whatever foam was left from my toothpaste, took some water in my palm to clean my mouth and reached down for last night's clothes. As soon as I lifted the navy hoodie, I caught a whiff of its scent and rolled my eyes back. It smelled like her, smelled like me, like us.
My disappointment over having to wash her off my body was nothing compared to the thought of having to wash her out of this hoodie at some point. Not going to happen. At least not until my source was secured and by that I meant being able to get more of it whenever I wanted.