She came Back

Changed

Julie was right infront of me. She could see me feeling exhausted. But what was she doing here?

Even with my palms covering my face, I knew she was sitting next to me now. I could feel her presence. None of us said aything. After a few seconds, I lifted my face from my hands looking into the sunset. Still none of us said anything. Making the tension and my heartbeat rise. I couldn't take this anymore.

"What are you doing here?" I asked calming myself, facing her and deciding to start the coversation I wished we didn't have.

"I don't know." She said looking into the sky. Gosh how I missed her high-pitched and beautiful voice. "I just felt like I needed to talk to you, and I knew you would be here." She continued.

"Why do you need to talk to me? Everything was said 2 years ago." I said making my words as cold as ever. I couldn't let her see me broken. In fact, I couldn't let anyone see me broken.

"I know what I did was wrong." She stated

"Nah. It's not your fault. It's my fault for loving you and if you're done here. You can leave right about now" I said emotionlessly.

"What happened to you, you changed. You weren't like this before" she questioned

"Nothing happened to me." I stated.

"You changed.." She said, worrying

"I didn't changed. By the way, hows your husband? " I asked changing the topic. She froze for a moment

"I didn't get married" she said. Shocking me.

" Why? You decided to leave him too?" I said coldly. I know that was rude but does it look like I care anymore?

"No" she said  coldly. "He didn't know he was getting married since his parents fixed the wedding and when he found out, he cancelled it. I'm glad he did it, though. I didn't want to get married to some guy I never met"

"Well I don't know what to say. Just better luck next time" i said.

"You're not the person who I met 2 years ago. You changed. Why? " she asked. Going to that topic again

"Heartbreaks changes people, get over it. " I said, taking out my phone indicating to her that I don't want to talk about this anymore.

I think she got what I was implying as she stood from her seat.

"Look. Talk to me when you stop being a douche bag. Bye" with that, she left.

"Bye." I said smiling from the outside, breaking from the inside.

I don't know how long had I stayed here since Julie left. But even though. I decided to message a few friends that I don't really get time to hang out. I needed to stay with people who don't know much about me since they won't know my secrets and shit. I'm gonna get high tonight. I opened my phone and texted the first person I knew who could help. Petter

Me  : Yo. Do you like have some weed or hash on you? I need this man. Help me out. Pls.

Peter replied instantly. He really loves spending time on his cell.

Peter : Sure man. But we have to find some place we won't get caught. Got any in mind bruh?

Me : heck yea. You know that mall that almost no one goes to? The toilet there man. No air vents so if we smoke that shit, it's gna be everywhere. We'd be high in seconds. Thank for help bruh.

Peter : no probs :). So I'll see you in 15 mins. I'll bring the gang with me ayt? Love you bro. See ya

Me : sure man. Love ya too man. See ya in 15.

After that, I put my phone down and took in my surroundings for the last time. I got up and headed for my "heaven" time.