She came Back

Reflection

Here I was, in front of the mirror in my bathroom, with a pale complexion and confused heart.

After the inflatingly tragic incident of Anna and Julie quarllelling like it was all they could do, we all calmed down. Well teachnically inside I could tell that Julie was shattered, why? I dont know. Maybe she really loved me. Maybe I was the jerk. Never mind. I definitely was the jerk. I hate causing others pain but isn't that what I've been doing till now? I'm terrified but im not leaving this mess. I want to clean up everything. But honestly, at some point I was thinking of ending my life. Im staring at my reflection. I dont even know if it is my reflection. The person i see is completely...... not me? Swollen white lips, pale complexion, circles around my eyes as dark as the universe itself. This wasn't me. This wasn't what i wanted to become. I want to go back.

But I dont want to try. Maybe i should just end my life? Maybe that'll be the best of it for everyone.

I looked in the mirror as a few tears fell from my swollen eyes. I couldn't take this anymore. Im giving up. Im weak. Im not as ste9ng as everyone thinks i am. Im giving up.

I glanced at my reflection one last time. I got up and out to write a letter. And after writing I went back. I was turning crazy now. I didn't want to look at my self anymore. I took my fist and punched the mirror infront. The glass shattered into a million peices. A few stuck to my now bleeding fist. I took one of the biggest and probably the most sharpest peice and took one last glance at my self throught the peice.

"I'm sorry" I stuttered. Then with a flash i stabbed the broken mirror into my wrist veins and the blood suddenly burst out like a volcano. I felt myself getting woozy and light headed. Yeap. I was dying now. Finally weak enought to escape. My last blink said it all as i saw my mom burst into the bathroom and scream in pain. Im sorry.

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A/N: i didn't cry k