She came Back

Hell

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE " Anna screamed, trying to cover herself with the clothes she threw on the ground. Obiviously embaressed by the sight of someone else, more worst that another on of my ex saw her whoring herself onto me. Which technically I whored myself onto her too, guess I'm a whore. But she wasn't so calmed abour it as I was. She was freaking out. Anna was actually freaking out. Anna had bed head, dripping make-up, anger plastered on her face and so much more. It was a traumatizing sight. While on the other hand, There's Julie. More traumatizing.

"I THINK I SHOULD BE ASKING THAT" Julie yelled back making me flich in surprise. Gosh, I did not want to know how bad this arguement was gonna end. It was like all hell was breaking loose. Both Anna and Julie looked, sounded and probably gelt terrible.

But suddenly,the noise of all the throwing of mean and cruel words that were thrown to each other drowned out. Don't get me wrong, they were still arguing, I just couldn't hear it. My eyes were just focused on one thing, or should I say, person

Julie

She stood there, wuth puffed eyes, tears rolling down her face, her signature black top and demin jeans and her hair in a mess because she looked like she was going crazy. Then it hit me. It suddenly fucking hit me.

I caused this.

I didn't want to believe it, but it was true. I caused this. Shes was a mess because of me. And the surprising thing is, why did I feel bad about it? I hate Julie Grey. She left me, she took everything away from me years ago, including my emotions.

After her departure before, I was a mess a few months but I eventually gatthered myself up a left that moment behind me. I became the cold hearted, lifeless asshole who didn't give two fucks about shit. The asshole who got drunk every night and high every morning. The asshole who ruined himself with the reason to be that It was who I was. But I knew I was just faking that reason. I clearly knew I was ruining myself just so I could forget about Julie. Julie was always there, as much as I don't want to admit it, she was always there. And I hated myself for letting her stay in my head, letting me corrupt my life.

I Hated That.

But now that shes back? What do I do? My life right now was in a mess. Such a big mess.

Here I was, in Max's apartment with My ex, Anna and my other ex, Julie, aruguing. Trisha was nowhere to be seen, I guess Max and Peter took her to the other room clearly knowing that this was my personal matter. But here I was. Almost having sex with Anna when Julie caught us and she broke down. Here I was ruining two girls lives. Here I was, the cause of all the pain in the room.

Here I was, doing nothing about it.

I was disgusted by myself. I was so much in thought that I didn't even notice that the arguments of Anna and Julie drowned out.

When I looked up, I saw a girl with hands to her face, sobbing. Obiviously, Julie

On the other side was A furious, fully-clothed Anna, storming out of Max's apartment with a red face and anger so bad, it could kill.

Yet, here I was again. Doing nothing. It was like my body was numb. My mind was exploding. I couldn't move, I couldn't feel. All I could do was think.

Not thinking of how I can fix this. But thinking of how I could escape This.

This was pure hell to me.

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A/N

Sorry for the late update :( kill me guys. Haha keeding. I was busy with youtube like srsl. I have a youtube channel nowwwww wth? Dayan Mullick :) check it out brahhh. Take care peaceeeee