Alpha's Desire [YiZhan]

16th Chapter

16th Chapter

YIBO SAW Haikuan in front of their gate waiting for him. Haikuan smiled at him, "Did you finally visit him?" He asked

Yibo nodded. "Yeah. Finally, I've visited him for so many years." He answered

Haikuan wrapped his arms around his shoulder and pulled him inside their headquarters. "How was it? Are you okay?" He asked so concern.

He dropped his body on the couch and a small smile crept into his mouth, "I'm okay. My heart feels light. At first, my feet were so damn heavy as I walked closer to his grave and my son's but Wang Lei comes into my vision telling me how he is fine right now and our son." He tells his brother.

Yibo looked at Haikuan, "He... made me realize my fault. That I'm at fault and the reason why I can't accept what happened to me and Zhan is that I can't let him go."

"Actually, as soon as he visited my vision, I realize what I lose. Not only a new person in my life but a family. A family who are there for me. A family who are ready to be built." He added

Haikuan tapped his shoulder, "It's never too late, bud. Win him back. Win Zhan back. Win your sons. I can see how much you care for Zhan and I can see how much you love him. It's just that you stuck yourself with Wang Lei when in fact you can free yourself anytime." He said

"You already free yourself from Lei. I see that everytime you look at Zhan. When you smile at him. You just keep telling yourself that you still love Lei and you still can't move on." He added

Yibo sighed. His brother is right. He stopped functioning when Lei died. He stopped wanting to live when Lei died. He stopped himself from loving someone and restrained himself just to keep their love from each other. He didn't accept anything and just keep himself in the past.

And that's the reason why he can't tell that he is already in love with Zhan. That he is the reason why he's happy right now.

He got scared. He got scared of the fact that he loses Wang Lei, it will happen to Zhan too. He's scared that what if one day he will lose Zhan too and his sons? He can't take that anymore.

Haikuan smiled at him, "Don't be scared. Man up! Nothing will happen to Zhan and your sons. Stop overthinking. What happened to Wang Lei may be a sign that you can finally make your own happy ending. That Wang Lei is just part of your life and Zhan will be your eternal. Don't be stuck in your past." His brother said.

Yibo nodded, "I will. Give me more than one week or so, I'll fix myself. I'll fix everything in my life first before I win Zhan back. I don't want him to think that I'm just using him as a rebound. I want to prove myself. I want to be the right alpha for him that will make him feel his worth." He said with so much determination.

He heard his brother chuckled, "Finally!" He shouted that made him laugh.

"Yeah, finally."

FOR THE WHOLE fucking week, Yibo just busies himself. As he busies himself, he also freed and lighten his heart. He needs to that before he faces Zhan again.

Zhan doesn't deserve what he did. He doesn't actually deserve him but he can not afford to lose Zhan one more time. He'll make sure to do anything to be deserving of Zhan's love.