Your Flaws Will Haunt - Dan Smith Fanfiction

Loneliness.

 It was a week further and Dan was been really acting strange. After that everybody heard about Dan winning the song competition, he had the full attention of other girls. This week we only were together, alone, two times and that was only for 30 minutes. Kyle noticed that I was walking alone most of the time and been really unhappy. He did everything to make me happy again and making me smile but most of the time it didn’t work.

 I was walking to the lounge, and again I was all alone. I saw Ryler (picture of the guy who play Ryler is here beside/above) standing at his locker. Normally there were all girls around him but now he was alone. I actually felt sad to see him that way, so I walked to him while holding my books tight against my chest. I leaned against the locker next to his one and saw the sad look in his eyes as he did his books in bag. He didn’t saw me looking at him so I cleared my trough and looked him in the eyes with a light smile.

 “Hey” I said and lay my hand on his shoulder. He got scared of my touch and dropped his book on the ground as he looked at me with big eyes. He picked up his books and did them fast in his bag. He closed his locker and wanted to run away but I took his hand and turned him around. His big eyes looked me strongly in my sad and lonely eyes. They were full red, like he was crying for hours, and his blonde hair was a mess.

 “What do you want? To beat me? To learn me a lesson?” he said with his voice tired.

 “No... I came to talk with you. You are so different and since Dan won that song competition are all the girls around him and you are so alone” I said while looking at my feet and my voice like a whisper.

 “Okay... yeah, since your little boyfriend became a good singer I’m all alone. I don’t have someone anymore...” he said and looked around. Everybody was in the lounge to eat breakfast but I didn’t was all hungry.

 “Umm... would you like to talk for a while? We don’t have our first lesson for like 40 minutes” I asked and stood next to him. “Yes, sure” he said and gave me light smile. We walked through the lounge and I saw Dan sitting with Ralph, Kyle and the rest of the To Kill A King guys and with 5 girls by their side. Anger came over me and my hands became into fists. Ryler saw my anger and lay one of his hands on my shoulder and gave a light smile. Slowly the anger went away and we walked to one of the music rooms. We sat on one of the couches and looked at each other. He inhaled a deep breath...

 “Since your boyfriend won that song competition turned my life upside down. Every single girl who stood with me went to him and it’s like a piece of my life came to an end. I’ve been thinking this week, did I need those girls and the popularity in my life to be happy... No. I see now what life is and why I don’t have to be a player. Every single girl I had sex with were girls I didn’t love. When I saw Dan with all those girl I finally realised it. Why go with every girl to bed when I can have one girl and love for my whole life. I never had the perfect life like you have. My mother died from cancer when I was 10 years old and my farther spend all our money on drugs and alcohol. He abused me for years and I had to save money to this study. When I was 12 years old, my farther abused me to have sex with girls that I didn’t know at all. That’s why I became like a player and went to bed with so many girls. But I never wanted that, so know I want to start over again. I want to end this study but I’ll go to the University of Newcastle next year to finish my years there. And want to find that one girl to love and spent my whole life with” he said while he played with the many bracelets on his wrist. I didn’t know if I had to believe him or not, but a piece of my heart said to trust him. It was terrible to hear what he went through. That his father could be so heartless to their son and screwed up his future so badly. I felt really terrible. I knew him like the player of the school but he only was like that because of his father. Now he wanted to start over and be the guy he always wanted to be and I felt like I needed to help him.

 “That’s really terrible... I had no idea that was why you acted like a player and bullied. And if you want to start over again and be the guy that you wanted to be, I want to help you if you want” I said and held his hand with a smile on my face. He looked up and smiled bright to me and took me in a tight hug. For the first time in a while I actually smiled again. And to know that he would be there to was really relaxing.

 We talked for a while when the first bell went for our first lesson. To my look, Ryler had the same lesson as me to I didn’t had to sit somewhere near Dan and his following dolls. I didn’t know if I could take it to see him like that and without to be with him for like 2-3 times in a week. That wasn’t like to be in a relationship. And to see his face, he was happy to be with those girls. Ryler and I walked to the lesson and as I could guess was Dan sitting at the end of the class with all girls around him. He looked up and saw me walking in. I looked away and looked at Ryler and he was already looking at me. We sat at the front together and I felt the eyes of Dan looking at the back of my head. Ryler saw the look on my face and lay an arm around me to take care I didn’t broke down in tears. I didn’t knew if I could takes this any longer.

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WHO COULD GUESS HOW RYLER COULD BE LIKE THIS?! YOU MAYBE RECOGNIZE THE GUY, STEVE GARRIGAN, PLAYED AS RYLER. BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I KNEW THAT STEVE IS NOT LIKE THAT BUT I JUST USE HIM TO PLAY RYLER BECAUSE HE HAS THE LOOKS AND COMPLETE THE STORY. I HAVE RESPECT FOR HIM AND THE REST OF KODALINE AND DON'T HATE HIM BUT TRULY LOVE HIM.

I KNOW IT MAY BE WEIRD TO HEAR DAN LIKE THAT BUT I'LL TRY TO EXPLAIN IT IN THE UPCOMING CHAPTERS. I HOPE YOU GUYS STILL LIKE THE STORY, BECAUSE I THINK THE STORY WILL COME TO AN END SOON. BUT PLEASE KEEP ENJOYING THE STORY AND THANK YOU FOR THE MANY READS SO FAR!!