Your Flaws Will Haunt - Dan Smith Fanfiction

Jealous.

 -  Previously in “Your Flaws Will Haunt” -

 “Hey mom, why are you calling?” I said while I went back to sit next to Ryler as he held my hand again.

 *Hey Hann, I have some news. I’ve got promotion on my work but there’s also bad news.*

 “What is the bad news?” I asked slightly scared of what she was about to say.

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 *The bad news is that we have to move to Newcastle. And because it’s so far from Leeds I want you to move with me to the University of Cambridge. We’ll move to Cambridge in 5 days so I’ll contact your university and sign you in your new uni, ok?*

 I sat with a shock expression on my bed with Ryler who shaked me. Why did I have to do? What about Dan? I can’t just leave him, also after he ignored me for those weeks. He was still my boyfriend. My thoughts went crazy as I didn’t heard my mother calling my name at phone.

 *Hann? Darling? Are you there?* she called with a voice full of concerned.

 “O… Okay mom” I said, holding my emotions so I didn’t start to cry.

 *Okay. I’ll call the university now. You’ll like it there honey. See you in 5 days! Bye* I didn’t had to chance to say something back because she already ended the call. I let my phone fall and lay on my bed with my eyes closed. I could feel Ryler’s eyes concentrated on me as he played with my fingers. My eyes came red and the wet tears fell out of my eyes. A sob came out of my mouth as I broke down. I felt Ryler pulling me closer so he hugged me while he stroked my hair and said lovely words to keep me calm.

 “Hanne, what’s wrong? What said your mother?” he said and held his hands on my cheeks while he stroked the tears away with his thumb.

 “My mom got promotion on her work but the bad news is that I have to leave Leeds to move to Cambridge and go there to university. What do I have to do Ryler? What about Dan, the guys and you? I already leave in 5 days” I said and looked helpless to him. I saw him thinking and after a few minutes he finally said: “But I go to the University of Cambridge next year and if you want I’ll ask if I can already leave and start together with you? And just tell Dan about it, if he loves you he’ll understand” he said with a small smile. When he said he would already go with me to Cambridge there came a smile on my face. It made me smile to know how much Ryler changed and be so caring. He really wanted to make something with his life.

 “I would love that” I said and smiled to him. “The only thing that I have to do is to explain it to the guys” I said lightly afraid of the reactions. I picked up my phone from the floor and typed a message, with trilling hands, to all the guys and Mackenzie.

 *Hey guys, please meet me at the lounge in 10 minutes. It’s really important*  I sent the message and looked at Ryler. I packed my suitcase out from under my bed and began already with packing some of my belongs. Shoes, leggings, shirt, … A suitcase full. After 5 minutes of packing went Ryler and me to the lounge. We saw everyone sitting in the couches. Every one of them smiling and making fun of each other while me and Ryler were serious and also sad. Sad to leave my friends and the love of my life. I sat on one of the couches with Ryler and said hello like a whisper. All of them had their eyes on me but nobody said something till Ralph.

 “What did you want to talk about that is so important?” he said curious.

 “Umm…” I said while looking at my hands. “My mom called 30 minutes ago and she told me she got promotion on her work but…” I said while tears filled my eyes.

 “But?” Dan asked concerned. I looked up at him but looked back down when I saw that beautiful sky eyes. I felt Ryler’s hand on my back rubbing circles and saw Dan getting really jealous and angry.

 “But we have to move to Cambridge for her work. So in 5 days will I have to take the train to Cambridge and will go to university there. I hate to leave you guys but I can’t do something about it. I have to go with my mother and brother and live there” I said as I cried ones again. I saw through my tears Mackenzie crying and the guys looking sad. Dan was looking emotionless at his shoes.

 “I’ll miss you so much Hann” said Kyle and stood up and hugged me. Afterwards everybody, except Dan was hugging me. “We have to give a goodbye party!” said Ben with a huge smile at the word ‘party’. I laughed at his face and nodded. We talked about the party and said goodbye to each other. When I said goodbye to them I turned around and looked at Dan who doesn’t even said a word or stood up. I was still looking at this shoes but saw tears falling on the ground. I walked to him and sat next to him on the couch.

 “Dan. Please say something” I said and looked at my hands. He went with his hand trough his hair and looked with his red crying eyes to me. “What do I have to say, Hanne? I’m not happy with this, you’ll leave and I’ll be left alone. What about us?” he said with his broken voice.

 “I have to leave with my mother and brother. I have to go with them. I don’t expect you to be happy because I knew that you wouldn’t but you still have Ralph, Mackenzie, the rest of the guys,… and Hellen and all those girls” I said and slightly shocked I said that last thing out loud. His head shot up and anger came in his face expression. “What was that suppose to mean? What is that with you and that douche bag, Ryler? I thought you hated him. He fucking beated me for months!!” He yelled and his fist became fists. He never yelled at me before. I became scared but also angry because he still believed that Ryler was a douche bag.

 “Yes, first I thought he was a douche bag but he changed!! He don’t want to be like he was just because of his damn father made him! The only person who was there for me was he because you were too busy with been popular with all those girls around you. Do you even think how I suppose to feel when I see you with all those girls? And you are jealous of that one guy that helps me?! I didn’t know you were so jealous” I yelled at him while the tears rolled ones again on my cheeks. I shook my head no and went to the door of the lounge to go to my dorm. At the door, I looked for the last time behind me and saw Dan looking at me with tears in his eyes. He lowered his head and put his hands in his pockets of his pants. One single tear rolled for the last time over my cheek as I walked out the lounge to my dorm.

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THIS CHAPTER GOES TO @elledonoghue !!!