Your Flaws Will Haunt - Dan Smith Fanfiction

Bad News.

***WARNING, SELF-HARMING MOMENT IN THIS CHAPTER***

It was my last lesson of the day and I was more than happy that I could go away from this lesson and from Dan. I knew that we had still a relationship but since he spent his days more with those slutty girls than with me, I didn't wanted spent time with him anymore. While lounge he sat with the guys and of course with the girls around him while drooling about him. I didn't understood what was going on. Never saw girls around him because he was more the shy and helpless guy that I liked, but now he get the full attention of every single girl. These past weeks were like every day. Waking up and realizing that I cried, going to the lessons as a shy and depressed girl, and going to sleep while crying. I was a total mess.

The bell went and I took quickly my bag and ran out of the classroom. I ran as fast as I could to my dorm and closed the door behind me. Ones again, I cried in my bed just like every day. I thought back at the night of the song competition. The night that I made love to Dan and never felt so been loved by someone in my life than him. But now I felt like a toy. A toy to play with and let get hurt by the love of my life. The tears rolled on my cheeks as I sobbed in my hands. I felt like my life went away out of my body. I felt helpless. I stood up and walked to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and went to the drawer of my closet and picked up a box with a lot of toilet stuff and my blades. I held one of my blades in my hands and slides my back against the bath to sit on the ground. The blade made his way from the bottom of my waist to middle way of my arm. I yelled out of the pain and let my blade fell while sobbing myself as I lay my head on my knees. The blood rushed out of my arm and dropped on the bathroom floor. Just then there was loud banging on my door. I heard someone yelling my name and the floor swung open.

A shocked Ryler stood at the door as he ran to me and held me in his arms. I sobbed more and let the tears fell out of my eyes. Ryler held me tightly as he could and stroked my hair. His shirt was wet of my tears and I could see his abs through his shirt. He went to the closet and came back with some bandages and ointment. He cleaned the cut on my arms and put some ointment on it and bandaged my arm. After a while he held my hand and looked at me with his bright brown eyes that looked concerned and sad. I lowered my head and played with his fingers.

"Why?" he asked with his voice not louder than a whisper.

"Everything these past weeks were like shit. My own boyfriend who doesn't hang out with me again and to see those girls around him. I don't know what we are anymore but it doesn't feel like we are dating. I wanted to feel the pain and the wanted to know the truth" I said while the last tears rolled down my cheeks. "Please don't do it again... you are more than just Hanne. You are a beautiful and smart girl who actually can fight" he said with a smirk. "You're still young and you have to enjoy your life. I've realized that I was bad and I want to start over again and be the good guy that I want to be. You've said that you would help me so I want to help you too. Okay?" he said and rested his hand on either side of my face and pulled my head up to look at him. I looked to him and see how wonderful he actually looked and how his brown hazelnut eyes shine in the lights. Something inside of me fluttered. My cheeks became red of blushing and I said: "Okay."

He picked me up and laid me on my bed and sat at the edge of my bed while stroking my back. I laid a bit more at the side so he could lay beside me what he appreciated. We looked at each other and enjoyed our time to talk. He held my hand and entwisted our fingers together.

It was almost 1 hour later and we still laid on my bed but watched Twin Peaks. Ryler never saw it before so I played the first season and after a few episodes was Ryler really interested in the tv-show. It was funny to see him that was and every time I looked at him and l laughed he would sign that I have to be silence what made me more laugh.

We were at the 5th episode when there was a knock on the door. I paused the tv-show and went to open the door. I opened the door and there stood Dan. He wore one of his many black pants with a red sweater and a jacket that I never saw before. My heart was beating fast as I looked up and saw no emotions in his face that quickly changed in sad. "Dan, what are you doing here?"

"I came to ask if you want to hang out with me" he said and putted his hands in his pants pockets.

"After all those weeks you never talked to me or hang out with me, your own girlfriend, and now you come here and ask if I want to hang out with you?" I asked in disbelief. He shook his head and said: "Umm... yes."

I began to laugh and that was the point where Ryler came standing behind me and lay his hands on my shoulders. Dan's face became from confused to anger with a bit of disappointed. "You actually came to ask me that after all those weeks you spent with those sluts around you? Didn't you had enough fun with them? You are answer is no, because you never talked to me and I'm looking with Ryler to Twin Peaks so if I could excuse myself. I want to spent my time with him now" I said as I stepped back.

"Hanne, please I..." but I never heard the rest of his sentence. I swung the door closed and sat with my head in my hand. I never wanted to act really bitchy to him but he just didn't realized what he was doing. I shook my head and I felt one of Ryler's arms around my waist. I looked up and smiled slightly at him. I smiled back and hugged me. While we were hugging each other, my phone began to ring. I laughed and said: "Wow, I'm popular today" while I picked my phone of the bedside table and saw that it was my mom. I accepted the call and held my phone against my ear.

"Hey mom, why are you calling?" I said while I went back to sit next to Ryler as he held my hand again.

*Hey Hann, I have some news. I've got promotion on my work but there's also bad news*

"What is the bad news?" I asked slightly scared of what she was about to say.

*The bad news is that...*

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