Free Time Group Chat (Reader x Anthony Mayorga imagine)

Part #5

AnthonyMayorga started a private chat with Y/N L/N

AnthonyMayorga: Hey, nice to speak to you again. How are you doing?

Y/N L/N: I'm good. You?

AnthonyMayorga: I'm fine thanks. Look, I just wanna apologise.

Y/N L/N: You've already apologised for what Nick said and I've already told you, it's fine.

AnthonyMayorga: No. I don't mean about that.

Y/N L/N: Then what are you apologising for?

AnthonyMayorga: Everything

Y/N Y/L/N: That is a pretty broad subject. Can you be more specific?

AnthonyMayorga: For everything that's happened between us.

Y/N Y/L/N: Anthony, that's in the past. There is no use in dragging it up.

AnthonyMayorga: But I hurt you and that is unforgivable.

Y/N Y/L/N: You never hurt me. I hurt myself for believing that someone like you would even look at someone like me as more than a friend.

AnthonyMayorga: Someone like you?

Y/N Y/L/N: Yeah, just a plain old, boring girl who is awkward, socially inept, weird and has a laugh that resembles a pig crossed with a horse.

AnthonyMayorga: Hey, pigs and horses are cute. Not that I'm saying that you are a pig or a horse.

Y/N Y/L/N: Anthony, that was in the past. It's been and gone. Forget about it and move on, I have.

AnthonyMayorga: But you are not just a plain old boring girl, you're not awkward or weird. And you're definitely not socially inept.

Y/N Y/L/N: Please, stop trying to make yourself feel less guilty by complimenting me. I've told you, I'm fine. I've forgot about it so can you do that too please?

AnthonyMayorga: I'm sorry but I can't forget about it

Y/N Y/L/N: You're forgiven Anthony. Can you please just move on and forget all about it? I'd rather not have things dragged up all the time. I really don't wanna talk about this anymore. Speak later Ant.

AnthonyMayorga: I want to talk and we both need to talk. I want to tell you the truth. And the truth is this, ever since I first seen you at that party, I started to develop feelings for you. There was something about your mesmerizing (y/e/c) eyes, flowing (y/h/c) and perfect smile that just melted my heart. And the more we talked over them couple of weeks, the more my feelings grew. When I realised that my ex was working at the same restaurant as you, I knew there'd be trouble. She's a crazy ex who won't let go and think that if she can't have me then no one can. So when she found out we were talking she set me up so we broke up before we even got together. And she succeeded in her plan. It broke my heart to have you think that I had feelings for another girl and it made me cringe to think that someone thought that I was sleeping with her. When you decided to cut me off, it hurt but I understood why you had done it. I understood that you being around me was not healthy, especially with her still lurking around. So, I told you that I had no feelings for you, that I didn't find you attractive. But that was a lie, I have feelings for you stronger than I have ever felt before and I'm attracted to you like metal to a magnet. I care about you, Y/N. And, this is probably a little too late but I need you to know this,, to know the truth. Y/N I love you

AnthonyMayorga: Oh fuck she left before I'd sent that. Dammit!