In quarantine

A whoops kinda live

4 days later
*Pilar*
I am walking towards the gym, once again wondering if I should just give in and agree to telling the others about me and Zac.. They have been guessing and asking and even though we are both denying we can only do it for so long.. also I think it is starting to annoy Zac.

And I have to admit all this sneaking around is taking its toll on me too.. It would be nice to be able to kiss him when I want to and snuggle up even when the others are there.. I might just be.. I am not sure.. scared the others will judge me.. tease me.. give me the 'I told you so'.

I stop in the opening, so this is where Zac is, he is on the bench, sitting slightly reclined.. shirtless and lifting weights.. his biceps bulging with each lift, small drops of sweat pearling on his chest and forehead.. oh lord I have a hot boyfriend.. like steaming hot.

"Soo yummy". I mumble to myself watching him.

So I might have been wrong.. I mean Zac kinda have it all, he is handsome and sexy.. but he is also sweet, kind and caring.. he is truthful to a fault and funny and cheeky on top.. did I really hit full jackpot here.

And I can't help myself, there is no one else around anyway, so I stroll over, putting my hands on his shoulders as I swing one leg over him and straddles his lap. "Well hello there handsome.. getting a good workout I see".

"Uhm hi Pilar". He looks oddly confused and.. worried.

"This.. sweaty, bare chested weightlifting thing is a really hot look on you babe". I grin at him and lean down, sealing my lips to his.

He stiffens up for a moment, but then I hear the weights drop to the floor and his hands are on my back.. he is being very.. well innocent compared to normally.

"Oh you guys are sooo busted". Nick's voice sounds from the entrance, followed by an amused laugh.

I break the kiss, looking at Zac. "Whoops".

"Whoops ?!" LZ shows up behind Nick. "You just casually decide to make out live on instagram after denying for days.. and you say whoops".

"Live.. you are live ?" I am staring at Zac, feeling my cheeks heat up as I spring to my feet. Oh lord what have I done ?

Zac gives me the most sheepish smile and point to his phone on the floor. "Ehh I was kinda doing a live on the wyldwood account.. sorry".

"Loads of confused smileys coming your way Zac.. and questions.. you better.. do something". LZ say looking at his own phone.

With a sigh Zac gets up and pick up his phone. "So.. ehm.. busted I guess.. guys.. meet my girlfriend.. Pilar.. darling.. meet the guys.. Uhm peeps.. fans".

He turns the phone towards me and I give a shy wave. "Hi everyone.. and sorry for interrupting the live.. as you can probably guess I had no idea he was doing a live".

"So..". He turns the phone back on himself, but comes over to put his arm around me. "As you can guess, no longer single.. but very happy.. I mean.. look at her.. she's gorgeous right ?"

I feel myself blush again... probably his fans are having much less pretty thoughts about me right now.. I know how fangirls feel about their idols dating.. yup I am in for a flood of internet hate.

After staying here at wyldwood I have had a big increase in female followers on instagram.. clearly Zac's fans keeping an eye out for him in what I post.. most has been really nice though. But I can feel my phone vibrate in my pocket, and I have a feeling it's new followers pouring in.

I watch as Zac quickly ends his live.. then he pull me in for a hug. "Sorry darling.. I should have.. warned you".

"No I should have checked first.. I kinda just jumped you.. sorry.. I am sure this isn't how you wanted to tell your fans". I snuggle into him.

"Well no.. but it's okay.. at least we are done with the secrecy". He kisses my hair softly. "I can kiss you whenever I feel like it... to me that's worth everything".

I look up at him. "Thanks Zac.. for not being angry with me".

"Aww you two are so cure.. aren't they cute LZ". Nick gushes.

"Shut up Nick".

"Shut the fuck up Nick".

We say it at the same time making LZ giggle.

"Yup adorable.. they even finish each other's sentences .. kinda". Nick grins and hurries off.

"Okay I will go shower". Zac gives me a soft kiss. "See you after darling".

As he leaves I start my own work out, still Ignoring my phone.

*Zac*
After showering I check my social media, which is swamped with messages, comments and reactions.. and honestly I do ignore most of them.. I don't really care if people agree or approve of my choice or even if they adore Pilar.. I have chosen her and it's nobody else's business.

Then I go find the others.. to my surprise everyone is in the tv room, watching the news, which honestly isn't something that happens here very often.

Emilia is in the couch between Matt and LZ, and I am not sure who looks more uncomfortable. Nick and Nina is snuggled up on a pillow. Sherry is on the other pillow. Marshal is pacing the floor and Pilar is in the armchair, she is clearly fresh out the shower, wearing leggings and my flow hoodie.

"Come sit". She mumbles, padding on the chair.

I walk over, looking at her. "What about I sit first and you sit in my lap.. the other way around wouldn't be pleasant for you".

She jumps up and I sit down, spreading out my arms. "Come on darling, right here where you belong".

"No need to tell me twice". She almost jump into my arms and snuggle into me.

I bury my face in her hair. I can't even describe how good it feels to be able to hold her like this. I breathe in. "Hey wait a minute, are you stealing my perfume too now ?"

"Stealing.. borrowing.. I like it.. it reminds me of you when you are not here". She mumbles, her cheeks flushing pink.

"It smells great on you.. so keep .. borrowing it". I tell her truthfully.

Nick chuckles. "See I told you baby, those two are so cutesy my teeth hurts".

I chose to ignore him and focus on the tv.. it seems this is not at all going the right way. People are dropping like flies. And New York is .. devastated.. LA not much better.

"Looks like this is going to take long". Marshal mumbles, pacing the floor. "It's not so bad here yet.. but..".

"We need supplies". Nick say. "We should go on a big shopping trip.. get ready to stay here for.. a while and not have to leave".

I nod, holding Pilar a bit closer. "I agree.. seems we need to go stock up on everything we could need.. what about everyone write a list of what they need and we go..".

"Zac !" Nick calls for my attention. "The list is a great idea.. but.. I don't think you should go mate.. not with the focus there is on you after.. your live.. you probably haven't seen but you are rather hot topic.. so maybe me and Marshal..". Sherry clear her throat. "Me, Marshall and Sherry should go".

"Okay". I hate being sidetracked like this, but I guess he is right. "So everyone makes a list and you go this afternoon. "I guess we should expect to stay here for a month or so.. I'll give JR a ring if we can get stocked up on flow too.. worst case we can survive on protein and greens".

Marshal give me a thumbs up. "Good idea Zac.. yup.. girls go figure out what you need.. tell Sherry if you need some.. female stuff.. I am not buying any tampons".

"Oh stop it Marshall.. be a big boy.. go get the girls some tampons". LZ laughs making Marshall slap the back of his head.

Seconds later people are getting up to go make their lists and I hug Pilar. "I really hope this will turn soon".

"Me too". She say softly, resting her head on my shoulder.