Savage Love || An Eminem Fanfiction

Chapter 68

Blair POV

Every time - Britney Spears

It was one of this extra nausea driven mornings, thank God I didn't have any meetings, I could hide in my office throwing up nothing.

Being nervous didn't help of course.

Today was the day we had our first dating scan and was so excited though I was going to self combust.

True to his word Paul had everything organised down to the letter, Marshall would be picking me up from my work and we'd be going to see Dr Coleman together.

I looked at the food in front of me and shoved it away and turned back to my computer trying to focus on the motion I was working on that had to be filed.

I didn't even want to look at food right now.

Normally my morning sickness wore off by mid-morning but this one was following through.

I actually almost contemplated going home to Marshalls for the day and spending the afternoon in his massive bathtub while I wanted for him to finish at the studio.

I felt different now then what I did when I first found out, I was so shocked nothing seemed real.

I was excited don't get me wrong but after being told I could have kids and then spending months with a therapist working on that heartache it was a full system shock.

Marshall and I never had an issue communicating.

Okay, that's a lie.

We're the worst kind of people when were stuck in our own heads.

And we both absolutely ruined a moment that I want to be one of the happiest in a person's life.

We made up for it days later though, I still feel guilty and I know he does because he came across calculated and cold but I get where he was coming from.

He's been great about it though, I've kinda been using him as a sex toy, but I really don't think he finds that an issue.

I laughed to myself as I tapped away at the keyboard, rubbing my shoulder as it ached.

I think I pulled something when he had me sitting on the soundboard.

I couldn't wait to tell my mom and dad, they're going to be over the moon, they already absolutely adored Abby, much like myself, I loved Abby, but I couldn't wait to have my own baby, boy or girl, I wasn't overly concerned about the sex.

I wondered what Marshalls girls would think? I'm sure they'd be ecstatic, they loved babies too.

I went back to work, my mind getting clouded by babies and names meant my workload took a little longer and by the time I finished there was a knock on my door.

It was Marshall, who had a concerned look across his face.

"Yo, you ok? I was waiting in the car and then you didn't a show"

I looked at the clock, shit, I'd run overtime.

I stood up in a rush grabbing my hand ack and jacket "Shit I'm so sorry, I was trying to finish work and lost track of time"

"It's all good, I was just worried that's all... You're infamous for getting into trouble" He smirked looking behind him then continued with a lower tone "Getting your hoe ass knocked up by rappers and shit"

I rolled my eyes and shoved him out of the way as I walked past.

"What? It was funny"

"You're funny sometimes Marshall, that just wasn't it" I laughed grabbing my shoulder again as it ached.