The day...

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everything changed for me was the day I refused to wear a dress. I was 12 at the time and I remember my choir teacher saying that boys got to wear ties and nice shirts and girls had to wear dresses and heels. I asked her if she would let me wear nice pants and a nice shirt, and she stared at me in shock for a few seconds then told me no. Being told no was like being slapped in the face. I had worn dresses as a child because I had not know any better, but in my preteen years I had gotten rid of all my dresses. I didn't like wearing them, I was more comfortable in jeans and t-shirts; I wore little makeup and was always ready to get dirty and play rough. I wore that dress to the concert, it was simple... A black skirt and a nice top to look like a full one piece. I hated it. The choir teacher also put me as a soprano, simply because she 'knew' I could sing high, when really my range matched the boys better. I didn't know what transgender was back then, I didn't even know what bisexual was back then. I couldn't know why I felt like a boy more than a girl, I just thought it was a phase. Like sucking your thumb or wetting the bed. But it wasn't...isn't a phase. I am NOT a phase. I am HUMAN. That was the day my life changed, I just hadn't figured it out yet.

X Zachary X

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