awkward. Like when your boyfriend sees you and hugs you and sticks his hand down your pants and squeezes your ass in your parents basement, it gets sort of awkward but then again makes me horny xS. Feeling awkward when your mom catches you staring at him because you hope he's the one and questioning you about it. Feeling pissed off when your mom sits around the house all day while you go to school, do her housework and watch the kids but she still says you don't do shit. Feeling worthless when you see a poor baby animal dead because it was too cold outside and you know you could've tried to save it. Feeling worthless when your boyfriend texts you then quits like *snaps* that. Feeling angry that you can't let the stress out, because you know if you do the way you want to it'll hurt the boy you love more than yourself. Feeling your heart ache when he has to leave, knowing it will be a long time before he comes back. My chest felt like it was being stabbed this morning, I was crying because it hurt so much. My mom laughed and said it was from stress, but I know it was because I miss him so much. God I really do love him, I want to be with him forever. Forever. That's what I want. To grow old with him. I wonder if he thinks and wishes about it too. I spend a lot of time thinking about him. Guys, he's the ONE. I love him so much.
X Zachary X
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From Maddy to Zachary
RandomThis is my story. My transition from Maddy to Zachary. Don't like anything not 'straight'? Don't read this then, simple as that. If you want to ask questions, ask me. I'll answer them.
