Like now when I wish I could just die. Moments where because I'm different, my mother doesn't trust me. But then I have moments where I'm happy, filled with joy. Those are really only when someone notices the real me.
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I'm not strong. Strong people wouldn't hurt themselves, wouldn't wish to die day to day. If I was strong, I wouldn't be this depressed. But I am, so therefore, I am not strong.
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I'm not exactly rich.. I'm not looking for pity, sympathy, yet some of you are still going to give it and that's okay. Thinking about my future.. the things I need to be a "man", the surgeries I'll need and the expense of them.. I'll never make it. I will never have that kind of money. Sure I'll do fundraisers but those things tend to not have that must effect in putting a dent in the cost. Oh well.
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From Maddy to Zachary
RandomThis is my story. My transition from Maddy to Zachary. Don't like anything not 'straight'? Don't read this then, simple as that. If you want to ask questions, ask me. I'll answer them.
