This year. The year every Junior High student fears. I made peace with my depression over the summer, but it was still here. I was so nervous to be a freshman, new people, new teachers, new lessons. A few more of my friends knew I was Bisexual, and they accepted me. But now I was dealing with a whole other issue. That issue? Something I wished was easy to explain. So here goes:
I feel like a boy trapped in a girls body. Like I'm not attached to my female body. My boobs, my vagina.. all wrong. I wear a 38D and it's honestly very difficult for me to bind my chest. Getting rid of my boobs would be so much easier. I wear baggy hoodies, shirts to hide them instead. My mother won't let me buy male jeans so I wear tight, skinny jeans, sweatpants and baggy shorts. I want to be able to walk around my house without my shirt on, in only my jeans and not have people yell or whine that my chest is showing. I would love to have a penis and a flat chest. I envy flat chested girls and normal boys. Yeah, I thought it was a phase but it's not. I really want to get the procedure done for a sex change. I would be so much happier.
X Zachary X
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From Maddy to Zachary
AcakThis is my story. My transition from Maddy to Zachary. Don't like anything not 'straight'? Don't read this then, simple as that. If you want to ask questions, ask me. I'll answer them.
