Don't leave me again. [Jotakak]

Chapter 25 - We see eachother but its not the same

[Kakyoins POV]

The apartment was extremely lonely since Jotaro left. It had been weeks since we last spoke but I couldn't mourn the person I had lost for long. We were travelling today. I climbed out of bed before walking to the bathroom.

If you tell them you're in danger they won't love you.

I stared into my mirror. My eyes were surrounded by dark circles, my hair was a mess and my skin was pale.

"Jotaro Kujo," I smiled, something somewhat wicked. "You do not control me."

Not that he 'controlled' me. My emotions towards him controlled me. Jotaro was kind at heart, he would never consider controlling me.

I brushed out my hair, trying to make it look as neat as possible, then brushed my teeth and got dressed. I decided to wear a forest green sweater tucked into some black jeans with a belt. Something basic and different but still similar to what I usually wear.

I walked back into the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror. Something was missing from my outfit.

"Oh shit!" I ran from the bathroom to my bedroom, picking up my earrings before putting them on my ears and looking back at the mirror.

"Perfect."

I soon put on my shoes before walking out the door with my luggage.

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Eventually, I arrived at the dock. Everyone was already there but Jotaro and Luca.

"They need to hurry the fuck up," Alessio was running his fingers through his hair, something he did when extremely anxious or angry. "Were gonna be fucking late!"

Sienna comforted him in an attempt to calm him down, which kind of work.

Marco sat on the boat, listening to music through his earphones. I decided to speak to Alessio and Sienna, who was stood just in front of the boat.

"Do you want me to call Jotaro?"

Sienna looked over to me, "We've already tried, Luca too."

Alessio started pacing, still running his fingers through his hair at any chance he got.

"I-I can drive over to their apartment, it's not far from here."

Alessio seemed hesitant, "We can't, we need to go now!"

"Give me ten minutes, if I'm not back go without us."

Sienna smirked, "You guys are idiots, it doesn't matter when we leave, it just needs to be before 12, I wanted to leave early."

"And we will leave early," Alessio stopped pacing, looking over to me as I spoke. "I'll go get them both, see what's taking them so long."

Sienna nodded in approval.

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I sighed as I knocked on the door, I hadn't spoken to Jotaro in a while. I heard someone shout 'ill answer the door, you get a fucking shirt on Joot.'

That was my nickname for him.

"Oh, hi Noriaki, were just getting ready I'm sorry we slept in." Luca had answered the door, as expected.

I nodded, "N-No its fine!"

"Who is it, Luca?" Jotaro said, walking through to the main room. He was still shirtless and I was looking right at him.

"O-Oh, Nori," I snapped out of my haze as Jotaro spoke.

"Yeah, it's me. I just need to tell you guys to hurry up, we need to leave soon."

Luca nodded.

"I'll be waiting outside in my car, ill drive you two." I smiled and hoped it looked friendly.

I walked off, hearing the door shut behind me.

I waited in my car for them to finish getting ready. Five minutes later I saw them walk out of the building to my car. Jotaro was wearing his usual clothing, Luca was wearing a shirt with the logo of Jotaros favourite band on it and it was tucked into his jeans.

Luca got in the front seat and Jotaro got in the back seat. It only took us a few minutes to get to the dock.

Alessio smiled as me when I pulled up to the side of the road. We all got out of the car and Jotaro and Luca both went onto the boat.

"Don't do something you'll regret."

I made a 'huh' noise, looking over to Alessio.

"I can see how you're looking at Luca," he chuckled. "You're so childish."

I rolled my eyes. "I am not childish."

"You're looking at Luca as if he just stole your limited-edition Barbie doll."

I looked at the floor, chuckling.

"Guys! When are we leaving I'm bored." It was Marco, he dragged out the 'o', something he usually did.

Sienna rolled his eyes, stepping onto the boat.

"Hurry up you two."

Alessio gave me a concerned look, "Don't do anything rational, talk to me if you need to."

He sent me a smile before stepping onto the boat and I followed him.

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We were on the water for around thirty minutes before Sienna told us where we were going as well as why.

"Were heading just outside of Venice," I rolled my eyes. I've just come back from Venice the fuck. "There's a traitor. Considering were the assassination team we have been given the job."

I saw some of the others nod.

"the traitor is trying to find out who the boss is, we need to...how do I put this," Sienna paused for a second. "Eliminate him."

Marco nodded excitedly, it was odd how he was so energetic and bubbly most of the time but the second something serious came along he would change to this dark, mysterious being. He scared me but I would never question it.

I sat back in my seat after Sienna finished his talk. Jotaro and Luca were talking. Luca was laughing and blushing as Jotaro smirked, also blushing.

Alessio walked over to me, sitting next to me.

"Stop glaring daggers, Nori," Alessio looked genuinely concerned for me. "Look I'm here if you need to talk, just remember that."

I nodded, "I'd like to believe I'm over him but the truth is I'm not. I hate how he makes Luca blush. I hate how they flirt. I hate how Luca makes him smile. I could never do that."

Alessio shook his head, "Noriaki I know you're not over him. I can see it in your eyes, you've been depressed for weeks."

I nodded.

"I'm not fucking over him and I hate it, I hate how he's so fucking amazing. I hate how I left him."

"You had your reasons, Noriaki. You had so many reasons and you shouldn't bring yourself down for that."

"Thank you Ales-"

I was interrupted by Marco.

"Guys I'm gonna jump into the fucking ocean!"