Weeping Her Lost Desires (Baby Daddy Series #1)

Kabanata 10

Kabanata 10

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When he broke the kiss, I moved to his side so I could get closer to him. He didn't nudge a move while I crawled myself onto him until I finally settled on his lap, feeling another known hardness beneath.

Mas nag-init ang ibaba ko nang maramdaman iyong mas lumalaki sa bawat pagtagal ko sa kandungan niya. Kinuha ko iyon bilang hudyat para gumalaw at idikit pa lalo ng mariin ang akin pero hinawakan niya at pinirmi ang baywang ko para hindi ko iyon makagalaw.

"Stop, baby. You're making this hard for me." Walang kahirap-hirap niya akong inangat at binalik sa tabi niya.

Sinipat ko siya at umambang aakyat ulit ngunit pinigilan niya ako. "Then let me make it easy for you!" sagot ko

He groaned while his hands were still on my shoulder to prohibit me from getting any closer. Pinilit kong abutin ang kaniya pero mukhang mas lalo lang siyang nagalit nang nahuli niya ang kamay ko.

"Stop, please..." He grunted frustratingly. 

Now I'm just offended. How can he kiss all those girls publicly when he can't even let me touch him in his car at 12 AM, without any seen presence from anybody!

Humalukipkip ako at sumalampak ng padabog sa upuan. Galit ako sa kaniya. Sana alam niya 'yon. Mukha namang napansin niya dahil pilit niyang hinahawakan ang kamay ko pero tinatampal ko lang iyon. Tahimik akong nakasimangot sa sasakyan nang hindi siya tinitignan. Narinig ko ang malalim na paghinga niya sa gilid ko.

"We can't do it unless I tell your parents about our relationship-"

"Anong relationship? Walang tayo, Ansel!"

Aren't we done with this conversation?

Sinipat ko siya at nakita ang matang niyang nandidilim. I was scared for a bit but then I realized that I have to be tough. I cannot have a relationship with him!

Hindi ko pa rin maalis sa utak ko ang mga babae niya. Lahat ng mga babaeng nasasalubong namin na halos malaglag ang panga tuwing naglalakad siya. I cannot live with that! Knowing that my possible boyfriend could not be sleeping alone when I'm gone! Hindi ko kaya 'yon. At lalong hindi ko kaya kapag siya 'yon.

His bloodshot eyes calmed when I tried to glare at him again. "Okay... Fling, past time, whatever you want to call it. But we can't do it unless I tell your parents that I'm courting you."

Not my parents! Magagalit sila panigurado! Lalo na sa kaniya. They still want me for Tevaughn, and a suitor is not a very good idea. They'll just ask him to leave me alone! And I don't want to stay away from Anselmo.

"E 'di tayo na!"

Nalaglag ang panga niya pero napalitan agad ito ng ngiti kaya nagsalita ulit ako. "Pero hindi kailangan malaman ng kahit sino. Lalo na ng mga magulang ko."

Unti-unting napawi ang ngiti niya. "Is this about that bastard?" Umigting ang panga niya.

Natahimik ako sa sinabi niya. Ilang segundo ay bigla ko na lang narinig ang sarkastikong tawa niya.

"You're really willing to risk everything for that guy, huh?" he scoffed. "That's why you'd rather play with my feelings..."

Hindi ko maintindihan ang sinabi niya kaya hindi pa rin ako nagsalita.

"But you can't risk your possible future with him that's why you want to hide everything about us to your family, and especially that bastard."

"I don't know what you're trying to say, Ansel. Kung pag-aawayan lang natin ito mas mabuti pang kalimutan mo na lahat ng sinabi ko!"