Ian's POV
Everything was perfect for me right now. Nina and i were back together and I never been happier. When I saw her tweet on Twitter about being happy with Lynx and cuddling up, I knew that I had to go and see her. Truth be told I was still in love with her and I knew that I had to tell her. I owed her that. But before I did that , I knew that I had to end things with Nikki. I didn't want to break her heart . But she just weren't for me. I saw her as a friend and that is the ultimate blow to a relationship. The classic "It's not you. It's me and I hope that we can be friends " line. Yeah nobody wants to hear that. But Nikki just weren't Nina. And seeing Nina's face every time that we had sex was another red flag. I had to break up with Nikki. And she was understanding about it all. She told me that she knew that my heart would always belong to Nina and told me to go to the woman I loved. I kissed Nikki on the cheek and left.
Love is a powerful emotion. It makes you do all kinds of crazy thing. Things that you promised yoyurself that you would never do. But when it comes to love, you kind of forget all about those promises. And all you can think about is getting that person back. So I went to see Nina in a t- shirt and I weren't wearing a jacket. Yeah I know it was crazy but I didn't care. Of course she was surprised to see me and I could understand why as I was meant to be with Nikki for the holidays. I gave Nina kettle corn and a box of chocolates as I knew that it was her favorite. She invited me inside and I was nervous as hell. I realy didn't blame her if she told me to go to hell because I had been a d*ck to her.
Nina went in the kitchen to make some cocoa for us and I was trying to figure out how I could tell her that I was in love with her. Unfortunately the approach that I tried at first didn't work and she got upset. I couldn't blame her because I made it seem like I was going to leave her again but that weren't the case. I finally told her that I broke up Nikki. She told me that she didn't want to hear about Nikki. And that is when I knew that I had to man up and do what I came to do. I kissed her, repeating again that I couldn't be with Nikki because my heart belonged to her. I told Nina that I loved her and my feeling hadn't changed. I was always going to love her. She started to cry and I wiped her tears away. Nina told me that she loved me too and I was the happiest man on Earth as I was sure that she was going to reject me.
After her confession, we kissed and she showed me how much she missed me. Her mouth felt so good on my d*ck and it just reminded me about how much I missed her. When we finally made love in the front of the fireplace it was beyond amazing and the most magical nights of my life. Nina and I were defintely in honeymoon mode. But that soon ended when I got sick from being in the cold without a jacket and I got bronchitis.
Having bronchitis was terrible and I felt like I was dying. I couldn't breath. Let alone talk. I was wheezing all of the time. And my chest was killing me from all the coughing and hacking that I did. I barely got any sleep at night. I envied Nina bc she slept with earplugs in her ears while I suffered. Nina made me stay in bed, which was fine with me as I didn't have any energy to do anything else. Other than to watch TV and if I wasn't doing that; I was sleeping most of the time. Nina was the perfect nurse and I knew that she wanted to kill me as I weren't the best patient and I whined a lot. She made me chicken noodle soup, garlic tea, and made sure that I took my medications on time. And she didn't let me smoke so it really annoyed me when she would smoke around me. I confronted her about it and she just reminded me that she wasn't the one who was sick.
New Year Eve had finally arrived and I was feeling a lot better than what I did before. But I didn't want to go out and I knew that Nina did. And I felt bad because she should be out with our friends celebrating the new year. I told her to go out and have fun. She didn't need to stay home with me. But she inisited because in her eyes she couldn't think of anything more perfect than to cuddle up with me and Lynx watching movies.
