My Arabella - An Alex Turner Fanfic

Chapter 6

I puffed a smoke from my cigarette thinking what the hell should I do with my feelings. In a few hours he made me feel like I've been loved for a lifetime, accepting me the way I am, even though he didn't know much about me . When I told him to leave I broke my own heart, and lost my half. I made a terrible mistake.I couldn't stand being heartbroken again, after all the shit with Dante. That feeling of being all alone again made me shiver, almost making me cry.

I fixed my eyes on the phone, looking very serious.

"Arabella, what the hell is wrong with you?" Zara shouted. "Answer me or I shall punch you in the face."

Her words awoken me.

"Nothing".. I paused. "It's nothing to worry about." She gave me a serious look, not believing me because I was a terrible liar but she just laughed.

I felt so alone despite having her and my brother around every time. I felt emotionally alone if that makes any sense. Zara kept talking about the Jamie guy and I pretended to listen, actually thinking of my own problems. I started being a terrible friend to her, narcissistic.

I changed my clothes, putting on a blue navy dress with black knee socks and a pretty necklace waiting for my brother to arrive with his mates. I lighted another cigarette taking sips of cold coffee, leaning on the counter. My curly hair was so puffy, almost like the clouds full of rain that appeared like thunderstorms ready to launch balls of pure light. But my light wasn't pure. It was a grey faded light, turning black as crowds of winter birds covered the sad sky.

"Arabella! Your phone! " Zara shouted again.

I was so lost.

My phone screen turned red, and I saw my brother's name appearing on it, with bold words.

We are coming Bell. Can you take some beers out?

"Sure" I responded. He hung up.

Alex

I finished writing the song. I think that she really inspired me, also despairing me with her childish behaviour around me, the way she acted really pissed me off. I remember about my guitar and jacket that I forgot there when I stormed out the door not looking back, seeing red because of my anger. Only she managed to make me feel that way, like a piece of shit eaten by the dogs.

I ripped the paper off the notebook putting it in my black denim jeans pocket.

" ya coming, mate? We 'leaving" Matt called me. I nodded.

As we were walking in the cold afternoon, I remember the time we spent on the balcony.

Stop Alex, just fucking stop thinking about her. You can have anyone you want to fuck around with but you especially want her. I talked to myself. I smiled Imagining how I was in the past, before the band.

"Hurry up, Al," Nick called me because I was way back.

At some point, we stopped in front of a block, so K can make a quick call. After that. We went in, up the stairs. K knocked 3 times 'cause he forgot his keys.

"There are two girls in the house and none opening. ".

I smiled Imagining how was like if I could fuck around with one of them. The door opened, as I stood beside Kyle. She appeared. She was Kyle's younger sister. I raised an eyebrow, smiling innocently.

Arabella

I completely froze when I saw his bright dark eyes searching for mine. He smiled innocently but embarrassed I think. Every guy walked inside but him. He had a guitar on his back, as they all did.