My Arabella - An Alex Turner Fanfic

Chapter 8

He fucked up everything I repeated in my mind over and over again, waking up in the morning. I pulled a sleeveless shirt and some short pants, being hot enough in the condo. I couldn't sleep at all last night because they sang the same song endlessly but I couldn't hear his raspy voice, only the other ones'. My eyes were puffy and my bags under them were pretty evident; my grey eyes teared up all night because of him. I couldn't let myself become weaker and weaker for him, and I would finally give up and throw myself in his arms letting him play around with me whenever he wants. That's not you, Arabella. I tought.

Taking my lace robe over I unlocked the door slowly. Alex was passed out near my door with a bottle of vodka in his left hand, snoring loudly so I figured out he was not dead, as I wished to. Skipping his legs I walked in Kyle's room where I found Nick and Matt sleeping; they looked cute cuddled. I curved the corners of my lips in a half-smile when I saw them. Jamie and Kyle were in the living room on the couches. Kyle opened one eye, followed by the other one.

Move here I whispered frowning and crossing my arms together. He barely could stand on his own feet. I was so angry at him he couldn't imagine.

Some loud knock on the door stopped me to not slap him as he approached. I opened the door wich was unlocked, I saw Zara with a dick-shaped birthday cake.

"Are you serious? " I laughed like an idiot.

"Since the day I was born, " she chuckeld. " you're legal now, babe"

I hugged her tightly as I could. She walked in the condo seeing Alex lying on the floor with a bottle and Kyle who just woke up being in a good mood.

"Blondie" he laughed. " I see what you did here" even louder.

Matt woke up by Kyle's noise. I couldn't even look at them. I was so angry because of Alex that I ignored all his friends. He hugged me friendly wishing me a happy birthday.

I put the cake on the counter preparing some coffee for all of us while I sliced some cake. It was incredibly tasty, it was perfect with some glasses of white wine and cofffee.

By the time, we ate cake everyone but Alex woke up. Jamie was receiving a lot of hate and anger from Zara who thought he was different. My ass I thought.

"Arabella, what do you want for your birthday?" Matt asked stretching his body.

"Hmm" I was hardly thinking. " to wake that passed out little fucker and throw him out of this house." I was really bitchy, but also in a good mood because all the friends around me, finally realising they had nothing to do with Alex's burst.

It passed two hours since all of us were in the kitchen, and he stil didn't wake up.

"Matt, can you please go check on him? bring him here alive, 'cause I will chop his head off if not" my bitchyness stood out.

Matt laughed leaving the kitchen.

Alex

I woke up with Matt's foot in my ribs and an empty bottle of vodka lying on the floor. What the fuck did I do last night?

"Wake up Alex. She looks forward to seeing you in the kitchen, " he told me in disguise.

"What's wrong with you lad?" My head hurt so bad.

"You are a dick, that's what" he grabbed me arm lifting me as I was leaning on the white wall. I smelled hard of alcohol and me stomach made it even worse to walk.

I slammed myself a few times on the walls, also hurting my head. Then I remembered. I fucked up everything last night. I ruined her birthday. Fuck my life. I swore. My raspy voice was even worse, and today was our first gig.

I didn't know how to fix things out between me and her and I was so ashamed of myself as I didn't want to meet her grey beautiful eyes, but there she was, standing infront of me arms crossed with anger in her eyes. She fumed, nostrils flared in anger. I looked at the floor ashamed as fuck.

"Out" she demanded poiting at the door.

"Listen to me, please" I begged.

"You have 5 minutes" she walked past me heading the livingroom's balcony. I followed her. "Speak" she sighed angrily raising her eyebrows.

" I am really sorry for my behaviour. I was really drunk of happiness. Please forgive me. I beg you, darling. Please" I cried in despair.

Her angryness turned slowly into belief as I explained to her why I was like that.

"A big recording company is coming and we are happy" I continued.
"Ok," she said "but that doesn't mean I forgive you. We'll start over, or not at all"

I nodded. There was nothing I could say anymore, at least, she was still talking to me.

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Arabella.

His acting showed the proof that love is not just blind, but deaf. I took a shower preparing for their concert that I wasn't invited to, stil going with Zara and Kyle.

"Hurry up, Bella" Kyle shouted. " we have to be there in 20 minutes and we need to pick up Zara."

I put on a red short and sleeveless dress with no bra. I took my favourite boots, black coloured till under the knee. I arranged my hair straightening it, and I added a black ribbon to my hair. I parfumed myself, applying some red lipstick. I took my long coat and I left my room.

"You look gorgeous, little sister" Kyle wowed.

"Let's go," I said happily.

We picked Zara up who looked stunning in a turquoise dress, and we went to the pub.

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We sat at a table waiting for them when I saw Dante. He was staring at me, and me at him. He waved friendly as I was smiling.

"I can't believe it. stop Arabella. " Zara got angry.

I laughed and took my eyes off of Dante.

The show was about to start, spotlights shining on them as they appeared on the stage. I started to clap, screaming their band name. I was somewhere in the back but they heard my voice and smiled.
We are the Arctic Monkeys and this is I bet you look good on the dance floor. Alex's raspy but cocky voice made me shiver. Stop making the eyes at me, I'll stop making the eyes at you he started searching for me in the crowd. Now I was infront of the stage, dancing with Zara and some random guys.

The show was amazingly awesome. I had many drinks till the end of it. My favourite song was From ritz to the rubble and the first one when he searched for me eyes.

Not long after the show we went backstage. Everyone was clapping and screaming their name. Random girls screamed in despair for them. I laughed my ass off.

"The show was incredible you guys" I hugged them. "We loved you out there."

Alex was in a corner with his head burried in his hands. I took him by the wrist lifting him up.

With one finger I lifted his chin. He smiled happily.

"You were absolutely amazing, babe" my voice became raspy because of the screams. I kissed him, tongues entwined. He pulled me closer patting my bum.

Meeh, hope u likeeee. Really hope to get at least 1or 2 opinions about whether I should continue or not, cause if I dont know if you do like it or not, I will stop updating.really really look forward to. Loads of love xx