My Arabella - An Alex Turner Fanfic

Chapter 30

Sorry for the delay, I've been dealing with some personal problems and had no time to write on my story. I'm sorry and I hope to have as much readers as I always had :) Thank you for being here all the time and reading this incredibly not-good-written fanfic. Loads of love xx

Alex

"Doctors found out I have cancer, you fucking idiot! " she yelled at me rolling her eyes; the next thing I know, she collapsed on the floor unconscious.

I felt on my knees next to her, crying. "Arabella! Arabella look at me!" I slapped her. "Bella..." I panicked. My heart stopped as I saw her rolling her eyes again, yet stil not waking up or at least trying to. "Arabella" I whispered kissing her forehead.

I rapidly slippend into my combat boots and took my leather jacket. With tears in my eyes and pain in my heart I grabbed her and pulled her in my arms, quickly opening the door with my leg. I walked in the dark hallway with her in my arms and pain in my chest, almost breathing. Her chest was moving slowly up and down and mine almost mimicked hers. Walking down the stairs I noticed a little black mark on her neck and a long scar around the mark. My curiosity made me stop and stare at her but then I remembered what a pathetic person I was; she was almost dying in my arms and I was starring at her. I swung the big glass door open with one arm and held it till I got out. Walking fast on the alley to my car I almost stumbled on a rock and fell; laughing at myself I got to the car and sat her down on the back seat. A brown aura was revealed as I laid her head down carefully. Then I started driving, almost flying on the roads to the hospital. Meantime, I called her brother. He started crying instantly and almost chocked at his own tears in the few first seconds.

I will meet your there. He said hanging up on me.

I threw the phone on the passenger seat and got out of the car to carry my Arabella in the hospital. My heart was beating fast and my head was pounding at the thought that she can be dead already. I shook my head to send that thought away and grabbed her little body.

I ran till the dor and called for help. Two young men took her from my arms and gently asked me what happened. After I told them the whole story they hurried in with worried looks on their faces.

I decided to stay outside and smoke a cigarette, contemplating on the actions that happened in the past hour. I was a complete loser, a dick, I couldn't find a words which described me better.

"Alex!" Kyle waved at me

He ran fron the other side of the road with no stop. "Oh my" he breathed. He bent down resting his palms on his knees, haedly beathing. "How is she? Is she okay?"

"I have no idea" I was swimming in my dream, almost wanting to kill myslef for what I've done.

He ran in with tears in his eyes so did I.

"Excuse me miss, Arabella O'Brien!" He screamed.

The mid-age blonde lady smiled at him. "They are stabilising her at the moment sir."

"I want to see her" he cried harder. "I am her brother! "

The blonde lady smiled at Kyle with pitty. She gave him a few directions and he ran towards me with tears in his eyes. "Come with me yeah?" He asked.

I nodded following him, trailing behind him on the shallow hallways.

The smell of the hand sanitizer, band aid, medical smell swam in and out my lungs. I was lost, I was complety lost without hesitation and I was slowly downing into my own thoughts. I began to hear a fussy noise and the feeling of anger ran trough my veins. I felt my cheeks flush and my skin burning at every step I took behind Kyle.