His Suicidal Girl

Why suffer all your life, if you can have a shortcut to end it?

Why bother live as a miserable person kung una pa lang pupuwede na nang wakasan ito?

Me? I'm going to do it right now. Im gonna end it all....

TAHIMIK akong naka-tayo, here infront of me is the calm and quiet sea. I watched as the lights from the establishments glisters in the water as the sun sets slowly. Somehow I felt serene.....

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Unti-unti nang lumubog ang ma-mula-mulang araw at kumalat na ang dilim sa buong paligid. At yoon na ang batid na malapit na, I closed my eyes as I feel the coold breeze bumps in my skin making me slightly shivered....

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Inakyat ko ang harang ng tulay at doon ko lang napag masdan na mataas nga ang kinatatayuan ko. Sigurado bali bali ang mga buto ko nito. I thought. I slightly laughed at it. Gosh I'm going mad!

Pero ano pa nga ba ang aasahan mo sa isang batang ulila ng ama at ina? Hindi ba't nakaka-baliw naman talaga iyon.

I closed my eyes and strated counting.

1...

I can see all the things that in my life i have been through

2...

3...

4...

I can feel my tears rolling as memories started flashing in my head taking me back there...

5...

6...

7...

It hurts... It hurts so bad seeing them infront of your eyes being buried six feed down

8...

9...

10...

11...

Making you realize that, that's it move on their gone... But why can't I?!

12...

13...

14...

As a young girl loosing her parents and taking to Foster care is the most miserable thing to suffer.

15...

16...

And seeing the people na pag-agawan ka para lang sa natira ng mga magulan mong mana. They will do everything to have you, and then after? After they got it all? They'll just abandon you there. And just waiting till your demise.

17...

I've had enough of it! Seventeen years of misery and pain is enough!... I have to stop. I needed it to stop. And now? It will all stop...

WARNING. THIS STORY IS NOT PERFECT! :)

THIS BOOK IS MADE BECAUSE I'M INSPIRED IN OWWSIC'S "THE TEN YEAR GAP"

HIS SUICIDAL GIRL ©2020. BRUYEREECARLATE