Denial

Chapter 27

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"Niall stop!" I scowl laughing as he keeps tickling me.

"No! Tell me!" He insists.

"Never" i reply, as he tickles me harder and I laugh uncontr
ollably. He is doing this to torture me, and if he doesn't stop i swear i'm going to pee in my pants.

"Say it Shai, say i'm the hottest man on Earth and you wish you'd be as awesome as me or I won't stop!"

I keep laughing. "Niall, you're the ugliest man on Earth" i joke, which makes him mad and he tickles me more.

I love spending time with him, it is always like this. We always have a great time together and we're always laughing. We never fight. Sure, we argue about some stupid things, but we've never really gotten in a huge fight. He is just so easy to hang out with, our relationship is so easy.

However, the guilt is still consuming up inside me. Every time I see how I make him happy, I can't seem to feel guilty that i'm not as great as he thinks i am. I can't help but wonder how he'll react if he knows the truth. I'm a terrible girlfriend, while he has been nothing but perfect.

"Whats wrong?" Asks Niall, once he realises i've stopped laughing. He gets off of me, and sits down on the bed next to me.

"Nothing" i lie. I've been hiding it from him for a week...a whole week! And i still haven't talked to Harry about it either, he keeps avoiding me.

"Come on, i know you better than that" he says, with a serious expression on his face. "Is it something I did?" He asks, all of a sudden.

"What!? No no, of course not Niall" i assure him and he seems relieved. God , he feels guilty when the only one who has been awful is me.

"Then what is it? I know something is wrong, so why don't you just tell me?"

I sigh, "fine, there is something i need to tell you" i give in. I start to feel even more nervous than before, and I swear i want to throw up. "Just promise me you wont get mad"

"No, of course not. I'd never get mad with you" he assures me, but his words don't comfort me like i thought they would. He is going to get pissed and i know it. After i tell him, he probably won't want to see me again.

"Okay" i say, taking a big breathe before i explain everything. "At New Year's eve...something happened" i begin, and I notice Niall sits up straight to pay attention closely to what I have to say, i know he is nervous by the way he is playing with his hands. "Naomi made me go to this party, because my parents were out of town and I had no one to spend New Year's eve with, so we went. I was having an awful time. At first i met a guy very sweet and we talked for a while, and after that I was left alone. That is until I find Harry in the party. We talked for a while, but as always we end up arguing. However, the countdown starts and I needed to find my friends since they've disappeared. I left Harry there to look for them, but just when the countdown finished, he pulled me and kissed me."

Niall's eyes go wide, really wide. He gets up from the bed, and begins to pace back and forth. "He kissed you!?" He raises his voice, as he brings his hands through his hair. I gulp before i nod. "And what did you do!?" He asks.

I feel the air being sucked out of my lungs. God, he'll nver forgive me...

"I-I " i begin to stutter, but the words won't come out of my mouth. Niall interrupts me though.

"You kissed him back didn't you!?" He yells.

Niall actually yells.

When he notices I don't say anything, he whispers: "oh my god", as he runs his fingers through his hair one more time. He looks so hurt and so angry, and it is all my fault.