“Niall? Hey it’s me…again. I’ve been trying to talk to you lately, but you keep ignoring my calls. You have all the right to hate me, and I don’t blame you if you don’t want to talk to me again, but please, just call me back. We need to talk, let me say everything i need to say, and after that you decide if you want to forgive me or not. I miss you Niall, I really do”
I finally hang up the phone, to send him the voice mail. I have been trying to call him all day long, but he keeps ignoring my calls. I don’t blame him.
I feel so bad about everything that has happened, and I feel even worse after the fight today. Harry is hurt because of me, and so is Niall. To be honest, I’m so pissed at Niall and surprised at the same time of what he did. However, I know I can’t tell him anything about that, because I’m the one who started this.
God, why the hell am i so stupid?
Not only did I ruin my relationship with Niall, but I also ruined our friendship, and Harry and Niall’s friendship.
I lie down on the bed and let out a frustrated groan. That is until someone knocks on the door.
“What?” i ask, not really in the mood for anyone’s bullshit.
My mother opens the door slightly. “I made you some tea”
That is the last thing that i need…my mother’s consolation.
“I don’t need any”
She sighs, but enters the room anyways, and leaves the cup of tea on my bed side table. I ignore her presence, but that doesn’t stop her from sitting on the edge of the bed.
“Do you want to talk about it?” she asks.
Why is she trying to be nice? Can she not see that I don’t want anything to do with her?
“No, and certainitly not with you” I spat.
“Honey, I know we’ve been distant lately, but you’re still my daughter and I care about you. You hate me, but I don’t hate you. I love you, and I want to make sure you’re okay”
“Well I’m not”
“I know” she sighs, “thats why I think it is important you tell someone how you feel”
“Well that someone won’t be you”
She stares at me for a second, and I see the hurt look on her eyes. “I’m sorry” she surprises me by saying.
“For what?”
“For ruining everything” she says, and a tear falls from her eyes. “I love you, so so much. You’re the most important thing in my life”
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Denial
FanfictionDenial: "A refusal, and often means a refusal to believe or accept something as the truth." What if someone refuses to accept their true feelings for someone else? (This story has been rated R, but it isn't it is PG13. There will be mature content...
