Chapter Eleven

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Chapter Eleven

The woods seemed to be the only thing calming me right now. After what I just told Jace. After him still wanting to accept me, still loving me, still wanting to marry me. How can I grasp all of that?

The sounds of the leaves crunching beneath my boots the wind making the leaves on the branches sway, trickle, try to fall to the ground. All I know is that it is dark. I take my sweater that was tied around my waist, and put it on, shivering from the breeze.

The sounds, the chill, everything is reminding me of the day that I met Jace. The campfire color that he had in his eyes; lust, desire, goosebumps take over my body now. My clumsiness showing in just a few minutes after I met him, that was so embarassing! The fog or mist or whatever it was appearing, teleporting me to this land. Why does this land feel like home? Feel like I belong?

I never have felt like I have belonged, ever. I was always mature, always. I had an attitude, of course, but it was only because of HIM. Because of my dad. His things, the things I told Jace. I still can't believe I have told him that. It's not like I am going to pour my heart out to some amazingly hot guy I just met. Even though I just literally did. But still when I am in his arms, he holds me; I feel like I can breathe, I can just be myself. The air feels lighter when I am around him, his scents engulf me, he just makes me feel like I am there, forever safe in his arms.

Another big question is, should I say 'yes' to Jace so soon? There is no doubt in my mind that I love him, even if I have to give up my hunting, even if we are predator mates, I still love him, more then I could love anyone, because he gets me, but why did he leave me right after I told him? Was he rethinking asking me to marry him?

Questions, consumed my mind, too many questions for one mind to consume. I am in the woods, lost (again), cold (again), and going on a rampage (yet again). I throw my head up to the clouds look up at the full moon, the one light in the sky, and scream, 'What do I do?'

What do I do about Jace running off? What do I do about him asking to marry me? If he even wants to anymore? What do I do about the other pack members? Like Derek, Andrew, and Michelle? She likes Jace way too much I can tell. Or maybe it is just my jealous 'mate' senses kicking in.

I look back down and I feel as if I am being watched, if it were Jace, I know I would smell him, because I can smell things a lot more strongly for some reason. I can't smell him though, I smell nothing besides the smell of medicine, and pine, what is that? I make a full circle around me looking into the night, using the little bit of the moons light that was left. I made a full circle and saw nothing, it is too dark, my eyes couldn't see anything besides complete blackness and outlines of the trees up in the sky. I felt a pair of skinny arms wrap around my waist and I knew this wasn't Jace, I knew this man was tall... And I knew exactly who it was..but how did he find me again? My sweats and sweatshirt that I am wearing now, that I put on before I left, isn't helping the shivers going up and down my spine. My eyes go wide. Fear consumes me. I remember the day HE grabs me...

Tears

Shaking

Worry

This is all too real...

*****So guys! I know it has been forever! But how was it???? Who is after Mia??? What is gonna happen with her and Jace!? PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT, AND FAN!!!!!! Love, MuddyFlower<3*****

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