Pagal Sa Ishq

Chapter 10

Shehnaaz looked towards Sidharth who was now laying down on the bed trying to sleep and then she starts to walk out taking baby steps hoping he would stop her but he didn't, he gave one last look and left when she saw he was paying no attention to her. Sid's mom was waiting for Sana downstairs. Shehnaaz walked downstairs with a sad frown on her face.

Sid's mom - Kya hua beta? Tuni baat ke usse? Sach bataya usko?

Shehnaaz - Haan but vo gussa hae abhi bhi.

Sid's mom - Vo toh hoga he na Sana, 5 saal uske kya halat hue hogi soch.

She was again feeling very guilty for her decision that she took and thinking about how much he might have gone through because of her stupid decision.

Sid's mom - Par tu tention mat le mai janti hu na maan jaye ga vo.

Shehnaaz - Hmm.

She hugs her, wishes her good night and leaves. Sidharth couldn't sleep at all, he was tossing and turning on his bed trying to find a comfortable position for him to fall asleep but nothing seemed to work. He went to his mother's room. She was sitting on the bed, reading a book while resting her back on the bedback. Sidharth went up to her, placed his head on her lap and layed down. She knew he would be restless and would come to her to put his mind at ease.

Sid's mom - Sana se baat hue?  (she careers his head while taking)

Sidharth - Mom usse mei pareshan ho gaya hu..... 5 saal!! 5 saal mom....... usko idea bhi hae mazak ny hae 5 saal. (He scoffed)

Sid's mom - Mujhe pata hae beta... Maine usse baat ke thi usne mujhe reason bhi bataya but maine uspar gussa ny kiya. Pata hae kyu? (He nodded his head in a 'no') kyuki vo already bohot kuch face kar rahe thi, Soch usko padhna tha apna sapna pura karna tha aur uske parents ne usko society ke log kya Kahe ge ke chalte shadi karne ko bol diya aur usne pehle bar khud ke liye kuch step liya. Bachpan se ab tak pata ny kitne chize usko ny karne ko mile hoge just because 'log kya Kahe ge'.

Her words were making sense to him and he understood everything but his heart was not ready to accept the fact that she didn't trusted him to that extent where she would share her problems with him. He was very much hurt by this.

Sidharth - Mai sab baat manta hu maa but usko mere par itna bharosa bhi ny tha ke mere se apni problem share Kare? Pyaar Karte thi na vo toh kyu chor kar chal gae mujhe bina kuch bataye?

Sid's mom - Beta mana uske galti hae par pyar karti thi isliye toh khud se pehle usne tujhe rakha, tera career kharab na ho tu distract na ho isliye tere se apni problems chupae usne aur bina kuch batae chal gae. Usko bhi samjh thora sa, kitna samjhti hae vo tujhe hamesha manati rehte thi vo tujhe hamesha.

Sidharth - Maa ap uske side le rahe ho ab, 5 saal mere kaise halat thi? Maine khud ko kaise sambhala uska kya?

Sid's mom - Tum dono ne he bohot suffer kiya bache vo bhi toh tere bina rahi. Haan ab yeh mat bolna ke tujhe ab pyar nahi usse kyuki Mai maa hu tere dekha hae maine.... gussa hone ke bawajud usko kise aur ke sath ny dekh sakta usko hurt ny kar sakta.... rahi baat trust ke toh maine dekha hae ke kitna trust hae usko tere par Isliye toh tere baat maanti hae vo.

Sidharth - Itne jaldi maaf toh ny karu ga usko thora pareshan zarur karu ga mai.

Sid's mom - Kitna badmash hae tu (She softly hits his head)

Sidharth - Kyu usko bhi thora pareshan hone do.

Sid's mom - Pagal!! (She laughs)..... Pata hae Sidharth Jitna khush maine tujhe uske sath dekha hae utna khush maine tujhe kise aur ke sath kabhi ny dekha, tera bachpana uske sath bahar nikal kar aata hae uske sath tu genuinely smile karta hae aur mere liye toh vo hamesha se mere beti rahi hae toh maine usko pehle he maaf kar diya tha, aur haan ab itna over think mat kar aur soo ja samjha.

Sidharth got up kissed her goodnight and was leaving the room when a voice from behind stopped him.

Sid's mom - Aur haan ek aur chiz ka dhyan rakhna usko pareshan karne ke chakkar mei aur dukhi mat kar dena already she has faced a lot.

Sidharth peeped through the door.

Sidharth - Ap tention mat lo usko pareshan karke mai khud pareshan ho jao ga (He chuckles) . Good night mom.

Sid's mom - good night bache.

Sidharth was now much more clear and relaxed after having a talk with his mother. Shehnaaz on the other hand was planing how to convince Sidharth to forgive her, it's true that she had thought she wouldn't ever face him or tell him the truth but now that she has told him everything and she has realised that it's a fact that she can't be happy without him she was going to convince him anyhow. She was going to give whatever it takes to make him talk to her again.

The next day, Shehnaaz, after her hospital hours were over in the evening decided to go and visit Sidharth on his shoot. As she was entering the set a guard at the entrance stopped her assuming her as a fan.

Guard - Kaha madam? Andar shoot chal raha hae aise allowed ny hota Koi bhi.

Shehnaaz - Acha aisa hae kya? Toh yeh dekho!! (She pulled out her phone and showed him her picture with Sidharth) Ab jao?

Guard - Mujhe confirm hone dijye!! Aise kaise photo dekh Kar ander jaane de du.

Shehnaaz - (she groaned in frustration) jaldi please.

The guard reached out this message to Sidharth.

(In his vanity)

Sidharth - Kya!? Shehnaaz yaha kya kar rahe hae? Usko aane do please.

Guard 2 - ji sir.

He told the guard to let her in. Shehnaaz looked towards the guard gave him a 'Told you!!' look and she went inside. She parked her car and went inside Sidharth's vanity he was almost done for the day, he was sitting on the couch with his legs crossed on table in front of the couch relaxing himself.

Sidharth - Dr. Shehnaaz kya kar rahe ap yaha? (He said while using his phone)

Shehnaaz - Apne boyfriend se milne aaye (She winks at him and sits beside him)

Sidharth - Dr. Shehnaaz yeh sab kya natak kar rahe hae abhi? (in a stern voice)

Shehnaaz - Dr. Shehnaaz bolna band Kar pehle aur Mere liye natak ny hae tu apna dekh le ab...... Sidharth Maine sorry bola tha na yaar please maaf kar de please mai ny reh sakte tere bina.

Sidharth - (He looked towards her with a stern look on his face) Agar sorry bolne se vo 5 saal wapes aa jate hae toh bol maaf kar Dunga tujhe!! Aur mera bina ny reh sakte toh 5 saal kaise rahi tu? Bata?

Shenaaz was now speechless she knew she had messed up real bad. She bit her lower lip trying to hold back her tears threatening to fall off.

Sidharth - (He stood up for the couch and moved towards the door) Chal ab tang mat kar apna kaam kar aur yaha se jaate time apni Shakal Thik kar lena warna pata chala kal koi naya article aa jaye ga mere against (He then bangs the door close)

Shehnaaz - (She sits there still without any movement for good 5 minutes) Tu ziddi hae toh mai Maha ziddi hu samjha ab dekh mai kya Karte hu!! (She thinks)

Sidharth - "Yaar zada ny na ho gaya? Vo roo rahe hogi toh?......Aree nahi kuch ny hua hoga vo ghar jaye ge thora gussa hogi par mujhe manane aa jaye ge wapes aur thora sa natak karke mai maan jao ga, haan yeh sahi hoga" (He thinks while going to give his last shot for the day)
.
.
.
.
Hayee please comment bhi kiya karo aur vote bhi please! See you guys tomorrow! 😘😘❤