" I woke up this, I woke up like this...."
My alarm has a different ring to it everyday. We're finally out of hospital and its the holidays. Libra has taken me and Angii to sun city for the weekend. I'm so happy but I feel like its time I told him the truth.
"Libra.." I say. I hate calling him "babe" I don't know why. It feels weird for me."Uhm?" His just woken up and its 8:30am right now. " We need to talk." "O-kay. About?" "Angii. You wouldn't love me after this so i will just spill it." I start crying. That is something I NEVER do, EVER. I'm in tears, looking for the right way to put how Angii is not his child. "Hai mxm." I teehee and he wipes my tears and kisses me until I was in the clouds and in space .
" You worry too much wifey . Just chill. I need to ask you something though. Your mother said something about Angii not being my child. When you and your brother were in hospital, I took DNA tests. They came out positive. So tell me, were you cheating on me?" I swallow my words and the HCL in my stomach is in my throat , forcing itself into my mouth." Libra.." "Shh. Just answer me." " Look. I had sex with some guy I dated a long time ago before I even knew you. That was the only time...." " Mhhhk. Just know that this is mine . I did the tests and she is mine."
And you guys thought I didn't know that he did the tests? I made the lab give him fake ones and burn the real ones. I had to sleep with one of the scientists there just to do that. Best Sex Ever. I'm so scared right now because I did not know hat my mother told him about Angii. We walk with Angii to the water park and my heart is still pumping and I still can't believe what happening in our hotel rooms. Ohh, our rooms are on the top. We have service that comes and gives us food. He did that just for me.
"Mama!!! I Want to goooo!!!" My mind is still thinking about Libra but Angii's eyes see water and everything in between , she's just going crazy right now. Libra is done paying for all three of us and the sun is killing my dark clear skin so I drench my skin in sun cream. "Babe, lets go." After an hour, Angii is still playing with friends she had made at the park. I'm back from the bathroom and I grabbed some cotton candy with drinks for him and I. I know I'm so young to be treated this way, but that is how I'm being treated. We end the day off by letting Angii go to the play room and we chill in our room and make love.
This is when my my brain really feels guilty about what I've been doing to Libra. He doesn't deserve this at all but I do it anyway. I'm happy and so is he.
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The Script
Fiksi Remajathis is a poem based on a story that is yet to be published in due time called "The Script" . It is about a 19-year old grl who is repeating matriculant at a former model-C school and is faced with a number of challenges from fake friends, to enemie...
