Loving Jaycee

Chapter 7

Justin's point of view

It's been 20 minutes and I still hadn't herd anything about Jaycee and I'm worried sick! The only person I want with me is Alanna. I know Selena is my girlfriend but the truth is I'm in love with Alanna and I always had been. And now that we have a child together I fell even more in love with her.

I figured that it's time to give Alanna a call. I know she'll be mad that I didn't call her right away but I was in a panic.

"Hello?" Alanna said.

"Uh hey Alanna. Um I don't know how to say this but, I'm at the hospital there's been an accident.."

"What do you mean accident Justin?!"

"Jaycee, we were at Olive Garden and I went to the bathroom she was fine but when I came back she held on to me and I pulled her into my lap and I kissed her forehead and she was biting up and I tried talking to her but she wasn't responding I'm so sorry Alanna I'm a horrible father." I said sobbing.

"Alright I'll be right there." She said and hung up.

"Justin you know everything is going to be alright and if not than we can always have try to have a baby together and be happy." Selena said.

"Selena. What the fuck are you talking about. My daughter is in God knows what type of condition and your saying you want to have a baby?! I'm 18! And your 20! I had no intentions on having another baby unless if it's on accident than it happens! I just found out about Jaycee a week ago!"

"Come on Justin. You know you can forget about Jaycee. You just met her after 3 years. With a new baby you be involved from conception." She said rubbing her hands up and down my arm.

"You know what Selena I thought it was a good idea to introduce you to Jaycee because she's my everything but for how much your hating on her makes me think you did this. I can't even stand to look at you right now! Get out of my face Selena I want you out of my room when I get back. We're over. If you can't accept Jaycee than I can't accept you."

"But but Justin." She said with tears in her eyes.

"Just go." I shook my head putting my elbows on my knees and put my face In my hands.

Alanna's point of view

I got to the hospital as soon as I can with my dad since I didn't have my car. I ran into the waiting room ams saw Justin. I ran up to him and hugged him for dear life. "How is she?" I asked with tears coming down my face.

"Honestly Alanna I don't know. No one came and told me anything yet." He said.

About 2 hours have passed and we saw a doctor come out.

"Jaycee Bieber?" Dr Brone said.

"How is she?" I asked.

"Well she's stable now. But let's take a walk she said to Justin my dad and I."

"So what happened?" My dad asked.

"Well from the looks of it and due to a her fever and passing out her blood pressure spiked higher than I ever seen. Luckily she's stable and is responding to her treatment well but, that's not my main concern right now. Her cancer has progressed a lot more than it should do to this. So I want to start her on treatment before you leave."

As soon as I herd that I lost it. My little girl is getting worst as the days come and there's no way of stopping it. She's 3. She has barely even lived and now she can't even be a child due to it. I know how lucky was are we caught it so early but now she has to get chemotherapy already it wasn't supposed to start until winter so she can enjoy her summer. I was officially sobbing.

"Can we see her?" Justin asked with tears in his eyes.

"Yeah she should be waking up shortly." Dr Brone nodded and left.

Justin came over and hugged me whispering everything is going to be alright and she'll pull through.

We walked into jaycee's room and as soon as we did I got into bed with her and held her in my arms rubbing her back.

"Momma?" Jaycee said looking up at me tears in her eyes.

"How are you feeling baby?" I asked kissing the top of her head.

"I hurt momma." She said started to cry harder.

"Shh Jaycee. Baby you have to calm down or you'll make it worse." I told her and she calmed but still had tears falling down her cheeks.

"Where daddy? He didn't leave did it?" Jaycee said. (Sorry don't feel like doing baby talk just imagine it.)

"I'm right her princess." He said sitting on the chair next to the bed and taking her hand. "And why would I leave?" He said confused.

"Selena said you don't love me and all you are going to do is leave and forget about me." She said starting to cry again.

"Jaycee I would never ever leave you and don't worry about Selena anymore. Her and daddy aren't together." He said kissing her head.

"Jaycee baby get some sleep. Mommy and daddy will be here when you wake up." I said.

"Will you sleep with me momma?"

"Of course." I kissed her head as she wrapped her arms around me and put her head on my stomach.

Once Jaycee feel asleep I told my dad he could leave and that we'll be fine.

"So you really did leave Selena?" I whispered to Justin.

"Yeah. She caused this to Jaycee I guess when I went to the bathroom she said something to her about leaving her and forgetting about her which would never happen she's the best thing that's happened to me. So I left her." He said and I nodded. "You know Alanna I still have feelings for you. I always have. They never left."

"Justin." I sighed. "After you left, I never moved on. I was so head over heels for you and I still am. And I see how you and Jaycee are together and it makes me fall 100 times harder for you."

"You know Alanna. I know now it's not a really good time. But will you do the honor of giving me another chance and I promise I won't leave this time and if I do it's only for tour or we go together?"

"Yes. Justin I'd love to." I smiled and he leaned forward and kissed me.

"I love you." He said.

"And I love you." I smiled.