Loving Jaycee

Chapter 10

Alanna's point of view
When we got home Justin carried Jaycee up to my penthouse (remember she lives in her dads hotel) she was sound asleep. Justin but her in her bedroom and came back out to the living room.

"Justin?" I asked.

"Yeah?"

"Um do you think we should hold off on our relationship? I mean with everything going on with Jaycee it'll be so hard to keep." I sighed.

"No Alanna. I want this. I want there to be an us. I want to take you out, but not yet. Maybe in a couple days but, there's something I have to tell you."

"What?"

"I have to go back on tour. I have 2 shows here, one Friday and Saturday night and than I go to Canada for a couple weeks than back to the U.S. I thought maybe if we get Dr. borne's approval, you and Jaycee can come with me."

"Justin, I would love to come on tour with you. But with Jaycee. I don't know. I still want her to get her treatment because if she stops, who knows what would happen." I said running my hand through my hair.

"I know. That's why I want to talk to Dr. Borne. We'll have a private doctor with us but not her, we'll reschedule some of the dates when she needs her next round of Chemo. Just please consider it." He said taking my hands.

"There's nothing to consider Justin."

"What do you mean?"

"Jaycee and I are coming with you on tour. But if something happens to her, I'm coming straight back home. She needs to learn how to have a normal life."

"And I talked to scooter and he wants to meet you guys."

"Sounds good. He isn't mad about you having a child at 18."

"He was but, he's glad I'm taking my role as her father. He's mostly worried about what would happen when I announce I have a child. But no matter what I'm not leaving. I had the idea of doing a little speech about her and bring her up to be my one less lonely girl."

"Justin that's an amazing idea. She'll love that! You know how she loves to be the center of attention." I said laughing.

"I know she's a lot like you." He chuckled.

"Is that a good or bad thing?" I asked raising my eyebrows.

"Good thing but also bad because when she's a teenager I'm going to have to get that gun I always wanted."

"Well we got a long ways for that yet." I chuckled.

"Yeah I know I just want her to stay my little princess forever." He said.

"Mommy daddy." We turned around and there was jaycee in the doorway of her room with her stuffed dog.

"Yeah." I said.

"I can't sleep." She said started to cry.

"Come here princess. Mommy and daddy are about to go to bed. Do you want to sleep with us?" Justin asked her picking her up and she nodded putting her head in his neck.

Friday night

Throughout the week everything went normal. Jaycee had play dates with jaxon and jazzy. She loved them. Especially because they're around the same age. Just she got tired so easily now. The medication she was one makes her extremely tired.

Now it's the night of Justin's concert here in New York. Jaycee was so excited to see her daddy preform. Thursday night we met scooter and Yael and Jaycee loved them. She ended up calling them uncle scooter and aunt Yael and when she called them that their smiles are so big. Scooter even attempted to keep her for how much she loved him. I know one day they will defiantly baby sit her and maybe even over night.