Loving Jaycee

Chapter 9

Alanna's point of view
It was now 3 o'clock. And everyone left about 15 minutes ago so we could get jaycee situated. The nurse came in and changed her iv so she can be put to sleep. While she was doing that Justin had his arms around my waist with his head on my shoulder because I was a nervous reck. She's my baby girl and I don't want to see her go through this especially since she has no idea what's going on.

20 minutes later Jaycee was sound asleep. Justin and I sat on the couch so we wouldn't get in the way. It only took 5 minutes for dr borne to but it in. Which was a good thing.

Another 20 minutes went by and jaycee started waking up. This time I let Justin go to her first.

Justin's point of view

"Hey baby girl." I said smiling as I pushed back some of Jaycee's hair out of her face. She started pulling on her chest. "Jaycee Don't do that sweet heart." I took her little hand in mine and lightly squeezed it. She looked like a lost puppy.

"What is it?" She asked.

"It's so the doctor can give you medicine to make you better."

"So it won't hurt me?" She asked. And I froze. How am I going to tell my three year old daughter that she's going to get sick, really sick while getting treatment. Worst of all. Is that one day, she may not be able to leave the hospital. And when that day comes I'm never leaving her side. I'll give up everything for her.

"No baby it won't. You may get sick from the medicine but that only means it's working."

"I'm scared." She said starting to tear up.

"No no baby don't cry. Mommy and daddy are going to be right here through everything we promise. We're never leaving you." I said picking her up in my arms and trying to to cry either I have to be strong, not just for Jaycee but also for Alanna.

About a half an hour later I started to hear light snores from Jaycee, I laid her down on the bed and went to go back on the couch with Alanna.

Doctor Brone came in shortly after and explained everything to Alanna and I, about what is going to happen. She is going to give Jaycee her first dosage today which isn't going to be much since she doesn't want to start off with a high amount due to her age and how little she is. They're only giving her less than an once. She also said it is better than started now so, they wouldn't have to start her off with a large amount so fast, the more they give her as the days go the more her body will get used to the chemicals, even though it's going to come with the same result. And once Jaycee wakes up, she's going to give her the chemo and then we can head home.

Alanna's point of view

Justin Jaycee and I are on our way home after a 3 day stay at the hospital. My dad, Ryan, Nikki, Justin's family and even Noah (my brother) came to see her, which is good. I want her to be around family and friends as much as possible to keep her mind off of everything.

I looked in the backseat and Jaycee was all cuddled up in her car seat with bambee her stuffed dog. I remember the day I got it. It was the day I went into labor with her.

FLASH BACK 3 YEARS AGO

I was sound asleep and all of a sudden I had to get up to use the bathroom. My little girl was always kicking me in the bladder especially when I'm trying to sleep. I had my last doctor appointment and she said that she's head down and she's in really good position which only means she can come any day now. My whole family was so excited. Especially my brother (Noah) and Nikki. They are the God parents. My mom, she went all out decorating the nursery and I wasn't even aloud to see it until she was brought home from the hospital. But, one thing I told her, is nothing pink. I wanted something different, not original. The only thing I wish is that Justin were here.

When I was on my way to the bathroom. I felt something wet go down my legs. My first thought was that it was pee, but it wasn't. My water broke. I tried to hurry up and get to the bathroom to clean myself off but I couldn't. My first contraction hit and it took my breath away. The closest room to me was Noah's so, I knocked and went in and shook him. "Noah." I said. "Noah." I groaned after another contraction hit. Still nothing. The one fucking time I need him to wake up. He won't. "NOAH MICHAEL JAMES!" He shot straight up.

"What? What's wrong?!" He said in a panic looking everywhere.

"My water broke. I'm in labor." I groaned. Another fucking contraction. Ugh!

"Here sit down. I'm going to get mom and dad." He said out of the room and I can hear him yell. "MOM DAD! ALANNA'S WATER BROKE! SHE'S IN LABOR!"

20 minutes later we were at the hospital. Dr. Liz checked me and I was 4cm dilated which only means 6 more to go. Which is going to be torture. I honestly hate Justin for doing this to me, but, i get something good out of it. My little princess.

14 hours later.

"Alright Alanna, on her next contraction push." Dr Liz said. I pushed and she counted. "1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10" and then I relaxed. I did that for about another 25 times until I herd the most beautifulest this in the world. The sound of my baby girl crying. My mom was the only one in the room and she had tears in her eyes as I did.

After my mom cut the cord they opened my hospital gown and laid her on my chest. I couldn't help but smile at her. She looks so much like her daddy.

They took Jaycee to weigh her and clean her off, while my midwife did the after birth. It didn't hurt nearly as bad but right after the only thing I wanted to do was sleep, but I couldn't I wanted my baby.

They finally brought her back to me and told my dad Noah and Nikki they could come in. They asked me what I wanted to name her and is there a father involved. I told the no he isn't here and I want his name on her birth certificate which is Justin Drew Bieber. And I told them the name I always wanted for my daughter Jaycee Lain Bieber.

Jaycee Lain Bieber
Parents: Alanna Nicole James and Justin Drew Bieber
Born: March 1st 2011 at 12:56am
At: St. Jude's hospital in Manhattan New York
Weight: 5lbs 4oz