𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᵉˡᵉᵛᵉⁿ

⊰ 𝙽𝚘𝚎𝚗'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

since gym was my next class after lunch i went straight to the gym, where i started to hyperventilate and cry even more.
"if i were you i would end it all."
that hurt. bad.
did he mean that? did he really hate me all that much?
he did. and it made me sad.
now i have to apologize for being a jerk, going through his things AND for disturbing his life.
why am i such a fuck up?
through everyone's eyes i am nothing but an ant. a tiny little ant.
why am i an ant? because people like to step on me. and i'm so brainless and stupid that i don't run, i just let them stomp all over my little bleeding carcass. and then i cry about it while i slowly die.
people step all over me, and the minute i try to stand up for myself i'm being rude and disrespectful. 
and when they say something back i break into a million pieces, and keep my mouth shut for another 27 years. i'm only 17.
but you know? i rather be an ant, then a big mean human name chase hudson who is a bully and doesn't deserve my friendship! 
but i still need to apologize.
even if i never talk to him again, i need to apologize.
suddenly, the bell rang. 
i heard a bunch of talking and footsteps, so i quickly stood from where i was sitting. 
i wiped my face off with my sleeve and started to change.
no more crying noen, your better then that.
after getting dressed, i noticed anthony start coming upto me. 
"hey uh, are you okay? he was really mean earlier.." he said.
"oh, yeah i'm okay." i smiled. 
"he's really sorry-" anthony started. 
"fuck you, no i'm not." chase said, walking by.
"-and he wants you to know he did say this personally because he's very shy." anthony continued.
"its aright, you don't need to apologize for him. it kinda fair, i did snap at him yesterday for complaining so much all the time." i said. 
"that still doesn't give him the right to say those things to you." anthony said. "cmon, your hanging out with me today." he smiled, grabbing my hand and leading me out. 
we spent most of the gym class goofing off and not really playing the games.
you could tell chase wasn't liking it, every time i looked over he was starring us down. 
i would quickly shoot him a 'what bitch?' look before anthony my attention again :)
"okay, would you rather eat the worlds largest used tampon in one bite or lick jaden's sweaty underarms?" anthony asked. "and he is totally sweating right now."
i snarled at both options. "that's so fucking nasty uhhh probably jaden's underarm... i mean, i least i know jaden. who's period blood would i be digesting? i would not know!" i said. 
"so, would you rather lick on of the urinals or kiss the toilet seat?" i asked. 
"you monster." anthony joked. "the toilet seat for sure. the urinals are the worst." he chuckled. 
yes, we are playing would you rather like children. what? its an entertaining game! 
we went back and fourth like that for a little bit, before the teacher called us to get ready to leave. 
anthony and i quickly went into the locker room and changed. 
"ready to go?" he asked. 
"i'm gonna stay behind, i wanna try and talk to chase." i said. 
"k, see you in chem!" anthony smiled, heading off. 
i sat on the bench as everyone headed to their classes, with chase finally coming in. 
i smiled at him, but he just walked off into the shower. 
i waited a few minutes until i got up and stood by the shower.
he finished taking a shower and come out rolling his eyes at me. 
he walked past before i started to follow him.
"can we talk?" i ask. 
"how bout no." he said. 
"please? it's important." i said. 
he sighed and started getting dressed. "yeah fine whatever." 
"okay. first of all, i'm sorry i went through your things. your right, i shouldn't have gotten nosey. it was not my business, all i needed was the water bottle. second, i'm sorry i went off on you like that yesterday. i was just really annoyed with all of your complaining and i said some really mean things. you can be mean and narcissistic sometimes but that doesn't give me the right to throw it in your face like a fucking nuke. i didn't mean to make you cry, and i'm sorry about that too. finally, i'm sorry i disturbed your life. i know it isn't my fault that i'm here, but the least i could have done was stay out of your way after we became roommates. i know you hate and you hate having a roommate so from now on i promise to stay far away from you, and anthony and all of these others. i won't be a bother anymore." i said.
silence. 
"are you still mad?" i asked. 
he just gave me a look. 
"chase please, this is a sincere apology that i mean from the bottom of my heart. i know we aren't friends but when i say i'm sorry i-" i started, before he grabbed my face and crashed his lips into mine. 
we held there for a few seconds before he pulled away. 
"shut up. i'll see you in detention, okay?" he said. 
i nodded slowly in pure shock. 
he gave a gentle smile as he rubbed my cheek with his thumb. he quickly let go and headed out, leaving me in pure shock.
what the fuck just happened-