𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᵗʰⁱʳᵗʸ⁻ᵗʰʳᵉᵉ

⊰ 𝙽𝚘𝚎𝚗'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

as the school year continued on, chase and i continued our dirty little deeds and all the unnecessary drama came to an end.
we found out blake was the dirty snake who told everybody our secrets.
so yeah.
now i see why chase had such a grudge on him.
he a lying, plastic, rude son of a bitch.
i don't know how griffin can stand that guy. he's a jerk.
but, luckily he was caught sneaking out and selling drugs so he got kicked out of school as a whole.
make sense right? you open a school for troubled youth and when you have someone who needs to be there you kick them out.
KICK ME OUT!
they said it was something about him being uncontrollable?
well, i'm controllable.
at least i don't sell drugs.
or do them.
scoff, griffin.
wait, or was that an alcohol addiction he has?-
maybe its both-
ooooh honey..
did i mention noah left school? he got through his depression rather fast and was cleared to go home in may!
we still have his socials though, he was a really nice kid. 
when school ended, chase and i made a list of things we wanted to do this summer.
you could say they were...... kinda romantic.
he's a great boy, he's just misunderstood.
he's really warmed upto me over the past year, as well as the rest of the group.
all the guys are pretty great.
jaden and anthony started dating! 
finally!
jesus, almost three whole years of fucking around and they just started dating.
crazy right?
hey.
don't look at me like that.
i know i should be honest.
i know i need to tell chase how i feel.
maybe i'll kiss him on the ferris wheel when the carnival comes to town!
no, we did that in the boy behind the screen already.
oop, not me breaking the fourth wall 😳
well i guess this whole book is just a breaking of the fourth wall since it takes place through POVs.
i mean, it does have more emotion.
but you know, let's just pretend we don't know this is a story ;)
seriously though, i don't know how i should tell him.
...
i truly don't!
there's such a high chance he doesn't feel the same.
hey.
let me show you the list!
no?
you think i'm stalling don't you?
i am not!
i want to show you the list!
okay, fine maybe just a little stalling but its a good list.
you still don't wanna see it?-
fine.
but i'm giving you a flashback on how it came to be.
yes, i am changing the subject because i'm a pussy. deal with it. 

flashback

"alright noen, one more week of school! we need to make an epic list of plans for the summer to make it the best!" chase said, shutting his laptop and walking over to my bed with a pen and a notebook. "got any ideas?" 
i shook my head.
"no? what do mean no?" he asked. 
"i just don't." i said.
"cmon noen, don't be a loser." chase said.
i furrowed my eyebrows.
"kidding! don't bark at me now." chase said.
"woof." i joked.
he rolled his eyes and chuckled.
"but seriously, anything?" 
"no. i'm the kid who likes to read for fun. do you really think i have some fun ideas for the summer?" i asked.
"i mean your pretty fun with me." he said.
"yeah but its different. you want activities." i said.
"hm. well what were some fun things we used to do together?" he asked.
"uh. tie me up, choke me, put your hands up and my skirt at bad times-"
"no! no! i meant stuff we could do in public!"
whoops..
"oh! my bad. we used to doorbell ditch the dorms all the time?" i suggested.
"ooh! yeah!" chase said, writing down in the book.
"wait! night ghosting!" he said.
"what's that?" i asked.
"its where we cut holes in sheets, wear them over our heads and run around the town like ghosts doing fun stuff!" he said.
"that sounds pretty fun, but curfew is 11:00." i said.
"we used to sneak out all the time before, what makes you think a little sneaking around now is gonna hurt someone?" chase said.
i shrugged.
"what about beach says? we could go to beaches all the time during the summer." chase suggested. 
"i burn really easily." i frowned. "but we can do a little camping trip, do a three night trip out in the woods? i know a good spot we can go too with a lake an everything?" i said.
"that sounds awesome!" he said, writing more down. "and in case you ever wanna do the beach we'll bring extra sun block." he said.
i chuckled and smiled. 
"do you like sea world?" he asked. 
"i've never been." i said.
"really? its so much fun, we're definitely going together." he said.
"we can do late night ice cream dates?-" i said.
"yeah!" he smiled.
dates? really noen-
"anything new you really wanna try?" he asked.
"well i've always wanted to go on a cruise. but y'know, curfews and rules exist." i said.
"char's dad has a yacht. i mean, its not the same but we can still get you out on the water." he suggested.
"that would be nice actually." i said.
"so far we got some really good stuff, how about we do some mall shopping on the weekends and stuff?" he asked.
is this him proposing to spoil me? 
im gonna simp-
"that sounds great! what about pet stores? i was never really allowed to have pets so playing with the puppies once in a while would be awesome." i said.
"anything for you hun." he said, writing down more.
"why don't your parents let you have pets?" he asked.
"dads allergic and they think hypoallergenic pets are a scam." i said.
"hm. well okay." chase said.
we stayed up for hours just listing things we would do over the summer. 
literally.
we must have fallen asleep, because when i woke up it was 5:16 am and chase was curled up in my arms sleeping like a baby.
his hair was a mess in his face and he had that little pout he always wore in his sleep.
he was so precious.
i didn't wanna wake him up, he was so pretty..
but of course i had too, and we both headed off to classes like normal.

present time

see, wasn't that a cute story?
okay, i know you aren't amused but eventually i'll man up and tell him.
just not right now.
but i promise i will.