𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᵗʰⁱʳᵗᵉᵉⁿ

⊰ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚜𝚎'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

i kissed him, deal with it.
i know he doesn't want me and i can live with that.
but i can't live with him being so mean all the damn time.
like cmon, let me charm you!
how else am i supposed to push him up against a wall-
i didn't go back to the room, instead i headed to the anthony's room to see what he and jaden were doing.
had a decent little time, but you know its never a bad time when hanging out with the boys. 
i got back to the room at about 2 am, and when i arrived noen was sound asleep. 
i smiled and knelt down next to him, pushing his hair out of his face slowly. i gently kissed his forehead before heading off to take a shower. 
while in the shower, i heard a bit of noise outside. 
i peaked my head out the curtain, seeing noen sitting up in his bed stretching.
fuck.
i woke him up.
"hmm..." he groaned, rubbing his eyes.
i quickly got out and got dressed, rushing over to him. 
"hey bud, lets go back to bed." i said softly, sitting down next to him.
"noooo.." the boy said, yawning.
"yes, its two in the morning. don't worry, its just me." i said, lowering him back onto his pillow.
noen slowly laid down on his stomach, wrapping his arms over his pillow next to his head.
"good night bud." i smiled.
"g'night.." he mumbled.
i went back to the bathroom and started to dry my hair, hearing a quiet whining coming from the room.
i peaked out the bathroom, seeing the boy sitting up again in his bed.
"chaseee.." he whined. 
i quickly dropped the towel and headed over to him. 
"what's wrong sweetheart?" i asked. 
he immediately crawled into my arms, laying his head on my chest. he wrapped his arms around my torso the brought this legs over mine.
"sleepy.." he mumbled.
i sighed and laid back, pulling him in more.
"mmm your warm." he said, hugging my body.
i gently placed one arm over him and one hands over his head, playing with this hair.
"shh.. go to sleep bubs." 
"mm, okay.."
"goodnight baby."
"g'night."
he drifted off to sleep minutes later and stayed like that the entire night.
how did i know? i didn't sleep. i stayed to make sure he was asleep and okay.
what? its been a while since i had someone fall asleep in my arms, i've take advantage of this!
i know for a fact he's gonna wake up and be all, 'ew what the hell, why are we cuddling?!' with me. 
like jeez, you complain that i don't care but when i try to its weird. 
but with that being said, the next morning was actually nothing like that..
noen woke up at around 6 am, sitting up and stretching slowly. 
i was enjoying the view, the sleepy boy in his pajamas sitting right on my crotch.
;)
i gently placed my hands on his thighs, feeling his hands over them as he started to process everything.
"oh hey. OH HEY-" he said, realizing that it was me in his bed. 
"good morning." i chuckled.
"did we- uh-" he started.
"no no, not at all. you were having a hard time falling asleep so i just tried to comfort you so you'd go back to sleep." i said.
"oh, okay. thank you." he said, getting up and heading into the bathroom.
"no problem.." i said, a bit confused.
wait a damn minute. 
was i wrong? is he just not gonna be petty today?
oh my god, its happening-
he's warming up to me?
he's warming upto me!
well, kinda. just a little.
eventually he'll be calling me daddy.
but if cuddling is what's gonna make him comfortable enough to fuck, then you can put me in and onesie and call me your teddy bear! 
i mean, the cuddling is nice but thats just a bonus!
i sound like an asshole don't i?
fuck it, i don't care.
at least i'd be giving him the love he looks for in a dude. 
well not really.
but i mean physically.
if nobody wants to love his body, i will.
just look at him, he's a literal god.
gorgeous boy, i've seen anything like him.
and if he wants it i can give a few benefits to being my friend ;)
but of course i'm not gonna push him.
i have no problem with flirting with him and making him uncomfortable but putting my hands on him after he said no is too far.
rape is one thing i do not fuck around with.
that shits disgusting.