𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᵗʰⁱʳᵗʸ⁻ˢᵉᵛᵉⁿ

⊰ 𝙽𝚘𝚎𝚗'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

after we all got check and released, chase, anthony and i waited in the waiting room for the doctor to give us the clear to see jaden.
anthony had faith that he was going to be okay, but we knew he wasn't going to make it.
i sat next to chase who had been fidgety in his seat, clearly pretty nervous.
i looked up at him to see him starring off into space, the tears streaming his eyes while he bounced his leg on the floor.
"chase?" i asked.
he ignored.
"baby?" i said.
he ignored again.
i grabbed his hand and attempted to kiss it, but he just pulled away.
i frowned.
i sat up in my seat and leaned my head his shoulder, but he just nudged me to move away.
did i lash out at him?
no.
now isn't a good time to lash out at him.
he's about to loose one of his closest friends, i understand how he feels.
i know chase, when he's upset of in need of help he denies it.
i should just leave him.
he needs a chance to process this stuff.
he 17 with the mental stability of a middle schooler, and he's still got two years of school left.
he's going to be like this for a bit.
when the doctor came out of the room, we quickly went upto him to see what was up.
"is he okay? is he awake? is not a good time to go see him?" anthony asked.
the doctor sighed and frowned.
"i'm afraid he isn't with us anymore." he said.
i could see anthony trembling in his tears.
"anthony?" i asked.
"i'm okay." he said, wiping his face off and going to sit down.
he was clearly not okay.
"chase?" i asked.
"i'm not." he said, quickly leaving the hospital.
i tried to grab his hand but he just pulled away and left.
i don't understand.
why isn't this hitting me as hard?
like yeah, i'm sad and i'm going to miss jaden so much but.. why haven't i broke down in tears yet?..
then, the others showed up.
"where's chase? anthony called and told us about the accident.. is jaden okay? wait, where is jaden?" griffin asked.
'where's jaden?'
then it hit me.
i fell to the floor with the tears flooding my eyes.
he's dead.
that poor loving angel is dead.
what did he do to deserve this? 
he was only seventeen.
"noen?" josh said.
"h-he's dead!" i cried.
they stood there in shock.
"jaden's...?-" bryce said.
"wh-what?.." kio said, pure fear in his eyes.
"get up noen." anthony said, putting his hand out to me.
i took his hand but pulled him down so he was next to me.
"anthony."
"what?"
"its okay to cry."
anthony closed his eyes as the tears streamed down his cheeks again.
i immediately pulled him into my arms, hearing him mumble under his breath.
"its gonna be okay... it's all going to b-be okay.." i said.
kio slowly made his way over, kneeling down and wrapping arms around anthony from behind.
griffin sat down next to kio, leaning his back against him.
bryce leaned over and sat down with his back against mine.
josh sat right next him facing me and held his hand, gently rubbing my back.
i heard a tapping on the window in front of us..
when i looked up i saw blake.
blake?
but he was kicked out of school, why is he back in LA?
he winked and me and smiled before walking off.
that means trouble. 
but you know what?
let him create whatever hell he wants.
we've got a guardian angel, and he's gonna kick blake's ass.
with his army of pillow cats, and stuffed bunny rabbits.