𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

➝ ᵗʷᵉⁿᵗʸ⁻ˢᵉᵛᵉⁿ

⊰ 𝙽𝚘𝚎𝚗'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ⊱

what am i going to do.
i'm a cheated.
not only am i a user and a liar, but now i'm a cheater!
no no no no no no, what am i gonna do? 
i can't tell anthony, it'll break his heart! and i'll make him hate chase!
i should break up with him. i don't deserve him.
hmmm but i don't want too i love his dumbass...
i don't know how i'd feel if i got cheated on.
i feel so guilty right now. 
and i can't confront chase, i have no reason too. i initiated the first move, he just went with it.
i shouldn't have done it.
but it felt so good..
the way he held onto my thigh and left marks that can still be seen is just mesmerizing.
his tattoos, they were scattered around his torso and it was so sexy.
every time he would thrust into me and hit that one little spot that made me go insane.
that was heaven.
the way he moved his tongue around my mouth was just perfect..
i think what got me the most is they way he calls me baby with that raspy voice.
if the muscles on his upper body didn't turn me on, that husky voice did.
he's so sexy.
and i'm- 
in a relationship.
but just look as chase.
i always wake up before him these days, and i have to wake him up too because he stopped setting his alarm clock.
i'd say i hate it but i don't.
i love seeing him wake up.
i love seeing his beautiful blues eyes flutter open in the morning.
i love seeing his brown curls wisp over his face.
i love hearing his little snores, and seeing what position he's sleeping in this time.
its adorable, he has a body pillow for 'anxiety purposes' and he always hugs it in his sleep.
it makes me wish i was cuddling him..
the best part, is how he always sleeps with a pouty face.
it doesn't matter what position he's in, i can get up and look at him and he'll be laying with his head on the body pillow with a pout on.
he's a professional pouter, he just doesn't want to admit.
its to cute, i love it.
he's gorgeous, you opinion doesn't matter. 
but still. 
i did anthony wrong and i need to make it upto him, whether he knows why i'm doing it or not.
"wait, so you slept with my brother and cheated on anthony so you want to make it up to him him without him realizing why your making it up to hm?" charli asked.
"yeah, pretty much." i said.
"we can certainly make that happen." she smiled.

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short chapter :/