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okay, i'll be honest. 
i tried to kill myself.
i felt like the problem.
fuck, i was the problem.
i should've just dropped the grudge and let it alone.
but of course i couldn't.
because i do is get mad and fuck shit up.
i woke up hours after hiding away and cutting myself in the locker room in a hospital bed.
everyone was sitting around me.
anthony, jaden, griffin, kio, bryce, josh, noen and even blake.
not to mention my mom and dad were their.
what? i may not like him but he's still my father figure.
mom and dad?
CHARLI! 
i looked around to see, but she's nowhere to be found.
"where's charli?" was the first thing i asked.
"we didn't tell her what happened." my mother said.
"so we don't get a hello?" blake asked.
"and maybe an explanation?" anthony asked.
"hi. i'm sorry. i really thought i was being a problem and that i would be better off away from you guys and away from this earth. i know it was selfish of me and-" i started.
"not that explanation silly. why didn't you come to me and tell me you wanted to attempt? i've been through this, i could've talked to you about it." anthony said, taking my hand.
"your right. i'm sorry i didn't go to you and worried you like this. i promise i'll never do anything this stupid again." i said.
"we're just glad your okay now. please don't hesitate to talk to us." griffin said.
"but i thought you didn't want to be friends with me because i'm a selfish jerk..?" i asked.
"we could never leave you chase. we've been through way too much together. leaving you would just be wrong." jaden said.
kio nodded in agreement.
"i don't like you, but if you were dead i know i'd feel bad." blake said. 
"chase, we were worried sick about you." my mother said.
"hm." i said. 
"chase." my father said.
"what?" i asked.
"this why we put you in that school." he said.
"this is why i'm mad at you." chase said.
"honey we just want to help you." my mother said.
"i know you do. and i love you for that. but i know there were other options." i said.
silence.
"the sooner we get out of here the better. we'll all go to bed so tomorrow will come and we'll be back to see you. besides, if we get caught outside the building we'll be in big trouble." griffin said, doing his best to change conversation.
we all said our goodbye as everyone left, leaving and noen alone in the room.
"hey." he said.
"hi." i mumbled.
"chase, i'm sorry. i'm so sorry." he said.
"noen its o-" i started.
"no chase its not okay. i made everybody turn on you because i lied. because i was selfish." he said. "i don't deserve anthony, or his love, or anything. i've been a slut." he said.
"shut up. i said a lot of things that i shouldn't, whether they were true or not." i said.
"we both kinda.." he started.
"bullied each other." i said.
"yeah. but lets hold this-" he started. "-for now on, no more bullying. no more name calling, or being rude or anything. let's just be friends. well, associates." he smiled.
"friends." i said.
two days later, i was released from the hospital.
everything went back to normal.
our table was our table, noen and i didn't ignore one another and the flirting was much more then usual.
cause y'know. chase isn't chase if he's not moaning at someone.
surprising, noen moaned back.
believe or not we spent the entire day calling each other and moaning at each other.
it was fun.
being noen's friend was fun.