I'm so scared. I have no idea what to do, do I tell somebody what if I tell somebody and they just call me a slut should I tell my parents what would they think what if they kicked me out. That's when I decided what if I just don't tell anybody. I grabbed my bags from the closet I put all my clothes in there and all my savings picked up my phone and decided I should at least say goodbye to Zac (my boyfriend of 3 years also the baby daddy) I'm not gonna tell him but I at least need to say
one goodbye right?
I grab my phone and text him"can u meet me at the park I need to tell you something" I hope he reads it cause it's already midnight
He texts me back a couple minutes later "sure I'm on my way now" I head to the park
And sure enough he's there sitting in one of the swings all alone "hey we need to talk" I tell him
He has a worried look on his face "Rosie is everything okay" "I just wanted to tell you that I'm gonna be going away for awhile it's just something I need to do" I said starting to get teary eyed "I don't understand" I walk up to him and give him a big passionate kiss
"I love you Zac I hope you know this and if things are meant to be we will find each other again" "Rosie can we just talk about this" "there's nothing to talk about Zac" I give him another peck on the lips cause I know I might not get one ever again. I turn around and start running I have to keep on going I no what I'm doing is for the best I can't look back cause I can't stand seeing the look of hurt on his face and I know if I told him then it would ruin his future. But as I'm running I hear him say something and I freeze, I turn around and see him slowly walking towards me
The thing about me and Zac that no body knows is that we love to sing so I thought why the hell not you know for old times sake?
It's probably not the best or happiest song that we've sung and some how I don't think it's gonna be are last but if it is then I guess it is
(Start music)
I let out a big breath and can't believe I'm doing this in the middle of a god damn park at 1 in the morning
"Listen"
"I gotta say what's on my mind"
"Something about us doesn't seem right these days"
"Life keeps getting in the way"
"Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged"
"It's so hard to say but I've gotta do what's best for me"
"You'll be ok...." Tears welling up in my eyes as I look right into his eyes and pour as much passion as I can into the song
"I've got to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here I hope you understand we might find our place in this world some day but at least for now I gotta go my own way"
"Don't wanna leave it all behind"
I slowly walk up to him until I'm right in front of him, I place my hand on his cheek and look right into his watery eyes
"But I give my hopes up and I watch them fall every time, another colour turns to grey and it's just so hard to watch it all slowly fade away, I'm leaving today cause I gotta do what's best for me you'll be ok.."
"I've to move on and be who I am I just don't belong here I hope you understand we might find our place in this world some day but at least for now I gotta go my own way"
I slowly turn around so my back is facing him and start to walk down the grey foot path when I hear him
"What about us? What about everything we've been through?"
"What about trust?" I say turning on my heal as I remember the one time he cheated on me but I forgave him and let it slide because I was so in love with him and could stand losing him, now look where we are
"You know I never meant to hurt you" he sang right back
"And what about me" I sang
"What am I supposed to do?" He sang
"I gotta leave but I'll miss you" I say picking up my pace walking down the foot path heading toward my car
"So I've got to move on and be who I am" I say as I reach my car standing there with the door open but not jumping in yet
"Why do you have to go?" He asks
"I just don't belong here I hope you understand" I say (more like sang)
"I'm trying to understand" he sang
"We might find our place in this world some day but at least for now.."
"I want you to stay" he says pleading
"I wanna go my own way, I've got to move on and be who I am" I say
"What about us?" He says
"I just don't belong here I hope you understand"
"I'm trying to understand "
"We might find our place in this world some day but at least for now I gotta go my own way"
"I gotta go my own way"
I jump into the car with all my stuff already packed and head off
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------This is only my first story guys please give it ago it would mean a lot :) if you have any ideas please let me know about them
Sorry it was a long song ;)
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The Runaway
Novela JuvenilI'm here I'm here! Please don't charge me extra! My names Rosie I ran away from home when I was 16 cause i was expecting yup that's right I was 16 and pregnant why did I run away u might ask? Well I didn't know what to do I felt like nobody would wa...
